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2011-05-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

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Neglected kaw-kaw

2011-05-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging since forever. My English is rusty, I always lost for words, I'm unsure of what things to blog about, I am lazy, I'm uninspired, I'm a boring person, my life is less than average, and I'm bored.

smile ahead

2011-01-08T02:52:00.001+08:00

Start your year with a smile,

and end with one too.

And fill the in-between with lots of love, tears and hardship.

A 101 secrets of smile.

tiada badan

2010-12-26T07:51:00.000+08:00

Quick sketches of heads.
Tool: Photoshop
Time: 5:35 - 7:40 am
I wanna sleep. Lemme sleep, please.

digital era

2010-12-20T12:20:00.002+08:00

Last week is really a one busy week. With so many submissions, event and function were there to keep me even further away from my bed. Cre8tive conference were great, and so did Comic Fiesta. I joined the Digital Competition, a 3-hours illustration competition of the theme "Digital Era". I managed to be among the top-ten finalist, which is good enough. There were many great contestant and some of them created beautiful landscape and architecture design of the future. It was a great experience fighting among the pros. To be part of them is still far away, but Insya-Allah, one day, who knows?

We get older, more realistic, less optimistic. Why not just stay young?

Kongsi darah

2010-12-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

1st Blood Donation (It's a heart shape! My blood is filled with love?)

2nd Blood Donation

This post has been postponed since last year and since I have just donated recently, I thought why not just combine both story. Ingat rajin sangat ke nak tulis banyak-banyak haa. haaaaa.

Okay, I'll just keep it short and simple, minus all the extravagant flowery words. I have a 1000 words essay to write which due tomorrow, and here I am spending some quality time with my blog. My date with ms word will have to wait.

Okay, laziness is kicking in. I'll just write in point form.

1st blood donation:

On 1st December 2009.
I was scared to the extend of the nurse asking why my hand is shaking .
Nurse was super sweet, caring and cute.
It wasn't as painful as I expected. Very minimal pain, seriously.
Got a certificate and lots of goodies, even a sample of cloth detergent (?).
I was expecting to feel half-dying or something, so I can brag saying "oh, letih sikit. tadi gi derma darah" kata ego aku berkembang-kembangan. But, no. It's not that tiring. My energy is back to normal after two days.
I heard people says that the nurse will let you hold the pack of blood or put onto your lap. I was looking forward to that but no, she just had to put it at the side of my leg -_-. Holding a pack of hot blood, knowing it was in your body a moment ago, wonder how that feels.

2nd blood donation:

On 2nd December 2010.
I was feeling confident as this is my second time. Turn out, it wasn't as how it should have been.
The nurse was quite impatient when poking that bloody thick long needle. It was slightly more hurt than the previous one.
Got a gold sticker number 379 for coming on the last day (I was supposed to get the number 378 when one girl behind me took it! I want the number 8 sobs), a certificate, lots of goodies, and hot milo ♥
Now I got what I was expecting last year. My body was feeling tired and it lasted for 4-5 days. The quantity of blood I donated this year is lower than the first, but it was more torturing than last year. I was not as healthy and strong as the me of 2009. Must.take.care.of.you.health.
I still couldn't get to hold my blood! So what I did was moving my legs nearer to the pack and felt the slight warmth of it. I should get closer to the pack but scared that it would accidentally fall down and splash onto the floor.Is that literally possible to happen?

I'm looking forward for the next blood donation drive. Jom pergi ramai-ramai aa best!

Mine is O. Yours?

I'm watching you

2010-12-14T05:23:00.002+08:00

I was, and still am in the middle of the busiest week this semester. I couldn't comprehend why am I doing this, but it is definitely a good stress-relief.

..and definitely nedd to post more stuff onto my wall to bring down those stares. Too many eyes; it's freaking me out lol.

reminder

2010-11-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

Just as a reminder to self. A reminder for me to become more of a student, less of a human.

MI design crit session
Sound design script consultation
Islamic studies submission
Islamic studies mid-term
e-commerce progress consultation
Media Aesthetic essay

Finishing all these in less than a week, can i make it?

:S

mak dan ayah

2010-11-22T01:17:00.001+08:00

To ayah and mak,

Happy 24th anniversary :) Love you both so much.

From, your sons and daughters.

This, I think, it's one of the hardest portrait I did. As it is meant to be given to someone(s) important, the pressure really making it harder for me. This is nothing compared to their hard works in raising their children. I tried my best, and hope they will like it.

Not about you

2010-11-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Don't think that you're that special. In fact, you're actually a nobody. It's saddening, to think there is no one behind that still looking forward in meeting you. Perhaps, that's what karma is all about? You don't expect people cherishing you when you, did nothing.

You keep admitting yourself not being a good friend, but that doesn't mean people would tolerate with the idea.

People are selfish as they are.

And this, is not about you. Yes, I meant all of you.

p/s: By following an advice from a blogger, I shall get back on track and start writing in English again. I'll be more than happy if you can help correct my grammar and what not, but please be gentle. :)

Limpahan hitam hati

2010-11-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

Aku dah tak tahan dah..

neglected

2010-11-09T02:59:00.001+08:00

You are neglected, blog. Padan muka.

Anyway, just a sneak peak (eceh ahahaha macam movie), of something I'm working on. Quite serious because I'm going to give it to persons who I loved very much.

cold

2010-08-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

Today is a very cold day. Not?

Kebelakangan ini rasa sunyi sangat. Sunyi yang buat kita terus otak kosong. Terus terbantut kerja-kerja lain. Terus buat pipi basah. Bukan kucing jilat pipi ya. Saya tiada kucing di sini. Semua kucing di rumah. Kalau ada kucing, saya nak kucing macam ni ehehe.

Cakap fasal rumah, sudah lama tak balik rumah. Lagi-lagi bulan puasa ini, terasa mabuk rumah (homesick?) sangat-sangat. Bila telefon mak, terus bergenang air mata. Rasa nak balik rumah, gurau-senda dengan adik-adik, salam mak dan ayah, jumpa abang yang akan balik Malaysia beberapa hari lagi, peluk kucing-kucing sampai puas. Rindu sangat diorang. Rindu orang-orang yang betul-betul buat kita rasa macam orang.

Hari ini berbuka puasa dengan makanan sejuk. Hoi bukan sushi, ya. Kalau sushi, aku tak tulis post ini pun sebab perut kenyang senang hati. Ditambah dengan kuah tambahan teh O ais, bertambah sejuk jadinya makanan. Benda macam ini berlaku tak kena masa. Masa tengah demam, hati tengah sensitif macam mimosa pudica, otak penuh sarat dengan kerja, tang itu lah air nak tumpah kasi banjir sikit makanan. Terus bergenang air mata sambil makan. Nampak ke-phatetic-an di situ? Bukan saja aku termakan hati, orang yang aku sayang pun termakan hati sekali. Sudahlah dia memang tak suka makan hati. Tak sedap, katanya.

Today is a very cold day, indeed.

I want to bury all these heartaches and put into my 4th stage dream where it's too far for me to reach it.

escape

2010-08-23T07:54:00.003+08:00

I draw to escape from the world.

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Ramadhan

2010-08-13T02:54:00.003+08:00

Sudah genap 20 tahun aku berpuasa. Eh nampak sangat kelentong dia puasa sejak keluar dari perut mak. Okok..sudah genap 13 tahun aku berpuasa di atas dunia pinjam ni. Hurm..ke kira 13 bulan? Kiranya tolak tambah, aku cuma baru berpuasa lebih kurang dalam setahun? Baru setahun?

Baru aku sedar yang aku baru setahun sahaja berpuasa Ramadhan. Korang tak rasa macam...sekejap ke? Kan? Sudah hidup dalam dua dekad, tapi puasa wajib baru setahun. Tiba-tiba aku rasa macam rugi sangat. Rugi sebab tak hayati dan hormati bulan-bulan Ramadhan yang lalu dengan sepenuhnya.

Apa-apa pun, selamat berpuasa korang. Moga puasa penuh bagi laki dan perempuan :)

Susahnya nak control brush guna Open Canvas +_= Kena praktis lagi.

Playing safe

2010-08-11T21:48:00.005+08:00

This was my first project for the subject MI Design 1. I only recently cleaned up the picture (I took picture of it, since my scanner is not big enough for a A3 size paper), so I've uploaded much later than I expected. We have to sketch an ad print of one of the brand listed by Miss Nana. There were Cheezels, Proton, Timberland Shoes, MAS, AIG Insurances, and Triumph Bra (woohoo!). I've decided to choose AIG Insurance because she said she would give extra marks for that, so may as well try my luck :P. She mentioned that it was the hardest among the brands given but I personally feel Proton is harder :\ Maybe it's due to my uninterest towards car?

Honestly, truthfully, sincerely, genuinely, ly ly ly, do you understand my ad when you see it? If you didn't, I guess I failed since ad suppose to make people understand the idea, or else you couldn't sell your brand >"<. If you happen to be in a mood to comment, do drop in your thought :D My concept is using the tagline 'It Happens'. When you see the picture, it occurs to us that accident can happen, both small and big one. Do you remember when you were small, you or other people would accidentally knock off the glass of dirty water colour mixture and ruined your beautifully, hard-work painting? How devastating it was, remember? Feels like strangling your friend who did it, but harm have been done. How you wish you can reverse back the time to avoid the incident.

Basically, I'm using that situation to represent the real-world accident. How if there is a unexpected, never-occur-in-mind accident like a rain flood happen at your residential area and ruin your home, your belongings, your cars, and worse, your family members? Nothing can be done. Your loved one may be in serious condition and in need of financial aid for medical expenses. Your cars are ruined by the dirty flood water and need to be service at workshop. Your warm home is no longer warm, but cold and dirty. Of course it is not reversible, but at least insurance company can help you financially to build back your life. Am I promoting here lol.

Since we're in the topic of insurance, I've a story to share. I was meaning to tell it like...on last semester? Insurance topic is too boring so I postponed on writing it -.- My dad is a father who likes giving advices through a small meeting among our family members. While waiting for Isya after praying Maghrib, we'll just sit and listen to his important rambling and one of it is about insurance. No matter how confident and careful you are in handling your life, fate is still in God's hand. To my friends, once you have graduated, go sign up in any insurance company available out there. The earlier the better, as it goes cheaper through out the way. My dad say, the three most important insurance will be life insurance, health insurance, and urmmmm. Okay I forgot the third one. It's a pain in the ass to pay money to a company for something that we hope would not happen to us, but we just have to.

A friend of my dad has been meeting with an unfortunate fate in his life. Her daughter was diagnosed with cancer and he just lost his job, if I'm not mistaken. They have spend numerous amount of money for her medical care expenses and cancer is definitely making a big hole in people's pocket. To add salt into wound, he passed away. Guess what? He didn't have any life insurance supporting him, leaving his family financially burden. Now you see how important insurance is. Life is unpredictable. The next on line can be you or me.

Orait, kelas insuran dah habis! haha

Btw, there's such thing as Alien Abduction Insurance? :O

Procrastination

2010-08-11T09:09:00.006+08:00

My last post was about one month ago, but somehow it doesn't feel that long. I remember after the previous post, I was determined to change my layout a bit, like adding a few buttons and changing the design here and there. That explains why I made my blog private temporarily. However, as you can see, there's not even a slight change on the layout due to procrastination and assignment. I guess it's really true that we will be missing our sleeping time when we enter Gamma year. I missed a few days of sleeping just for one assignment. My eye bags is getting more prominent day by day and pimples doesn't help to make my face looking any better.

There was so many things I wanted to blog about but never got the chance or feel like to. My English both spoken and written is definitely not something to be brag about. A friend giggle slightly upon hearing my wrong usage of word when talking to another friend and it's not a nice feeling. I really miss my school time. I spoke English most of the time back then and now I use Manglish? :(

Anyway, here is another work I procrastinate heavily and definitely will be scolded by that particular person.

Here's the step-by-step:

This art was done with the collaboration of Ajinda and me. His lineart is superb which really ease the process of colouring it ;) Collaborating with an expert like him definitely making me feel more anxious. I feel more pressured because all his artworks are far beyond my standard. That's why I took so long to finish this. I'm so sorry, Ajwad T_T

tau fu fa

2010-07-06T21:26:00.004+08:00

Hello, everyone. Feeling lazy? I know I do. It's raining season here in Cyber, and each days I feel dreadful to go to class. It's freaking cold in the morning and it lasted the whole day! Who can be a better company besides our bed?

I was blogwalking just know, and saw a photo of tau fu fa. I miss that dessert! In Ipoh, there is one particular small stall in the old town. My family will stop by at the roadside, order for whole family, and eat in the car. Such a nice small memories.

Anyway, where can we get tau fu fa here in Cyberjaya? I'm craving for one.

Nyum2!

Cabaran : Copy & Menang !!!

2010-06-27T04:05:00.002+08:00

Copy & Menang : Sungguh mudah, anda perlu copy & paste sahaja untuk memenangi TIGA buah MP3 Player
Untuk maklumat lanjut, layari www.rkurl.com/117hw
Penaja utama : Raja Kamil, www.akuseorangblogger.com

Dapat benda free kan best. Kan?

Keirei

2010-06-25T06:52:00.009+08:00

I salute the colours of the world.

Gara-gara brainstorm laju-laju sampai tak boleh tidur dah untuk subjek Copywriting buat advertisement United Colors of Benetton, demam warna terus ha. Bukan demam kuning. Demam warna. Alah macam demam bola lah, tapi ini demam warna. Paham? Yang aku rajin eksplen ni kenapa -_-'

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Client

2010-06-24T19:30:00.003+08:00

I am currently stuck reading this one tumblr that I got from Mein.

Definitely entertaining and silly...and hope it won't happen to me.

Client From Hell

disorder

2010-06-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

Erk. Narcissistic paling tinggi? Mengapakah.

Such a steal!

2010-06-19T00:47:00.008+08:00

Salam mesra cium peluk sayang kepada eh bukan korang, tetapi kepada blog aku. Aku tahu blog aku rindu aku. Baca title pun tahu. Tengok kat tab itu, tengok. "Ili, saya rindu awak. Selalu-selalu la update, awak. Rindu la, awak" Omg blog I sangat romantik, you! ok ok fine. aku tukar title semata-semata sebab post ini.

Apa-apa pun. Aku nak cerita sikit pasal keselamatan harta-harta sekalian. Seperti yang anda tahu (kalau korang baca post terdahulu), handphone aku kena curi dari handbag di Jalan TAR. Semalam, tragedi yang sama terjadi, tapi bukan pada aku, bukan dari handbag (kalau dia ada handbag, aku taktau la nak kata apa), dan bukan di Jalan TAR.

Persoalannya, siapakah? bagaimanakah? di manakah?

jeng jeng jeng

jeng jeng jeng

ok bukan benda best pun, tapi nak juga buat suspen kasi post nampak panjang.

Orangnya, Fadhil.
Diseluk dari poket depan seluar.
Ketika di dalam KTM.

Menurut Fadhil, dia rasa tak sedap hati bila berada di stesen KTM. Gila ramai laki muka pecah macam samseng. Aku sendiri cuak. Bila sampai di stesen ERL, baru sedar handphone sudah kena rembat. Handphone baru kot. Tak sampai 2 minggu. Banyak ayat aku boleh tulis untuk lepaskan geram. Geram sangat sebab kenangan satu hari dalam album terhapus semua. Gambar aku yang aku rasa sangat comel uhuk uhuk narcissism alert uhuk uhuk. lighting sangat lawa okay dan aku jarang pakai makeup! payah-payah makeup pencuri gi curi handphone lak adoi. ok off-topic sangat. Tapi yang lebih penting....gambar kitorang dengan maskot Buzz Light Year dan Woody! Sedih okay. Walaupun itu bukan handphone aku, aku yang lebih-lebih nangis kahkahkah ok malunya. Maaf Fadhil, tak membantu langsung.

Tujuan sebenar tulis post ini pun bukan nak lepaskan geram pada pencuri itu sebab tiada guna pun. Bukannya dia baca blog aku pun. Kalau ya pun, dia lagi gelak sakan ada lah kot. Buat naik tekanan darah je. Aku cuma nak beritahu, pada siapa yang belum berpeluang dicuri, berhati-hati. Handbag aku yang berzip pun handphone boleh lesap. Poket seluar jeans biasa (bukannya longgar macam hiphop wannabe punya seluar) pun handphone boleh lesap. Tempat macam Alamanda (Shopping mall kot. Bukannya pasar malam ke, LRT ke) pun dompet boleh lesap dari handbag. Sama ada pencuri-pencuri ni memang gila pakar dah atau diorang guna ilmu pukau. Ok taknak admit yang sebenarnya kita leka kahkah.

Apa-apa pun, kita cuma boleh lebih berhati-hati.

Poket bukan tempat yang selamat, lagi-lagi di dalam tren sebab tangan kita lebih semangat nak cari tempat berpaut dari jadi pak guard poket.
Kalau bawa beg, simpan dalam beg dulu.
Jangan biarkan zip bag menghala ke belakang. Dia buka zip dan seluk style slow-mo matrix dari belakang, kita memang tak akan perasan.
Cari beg yang berzip, sebab beg yang berzip pun tak selamat, ini kan beg tak berzip.
Jangan berangan tengah dating dengan Chuck atau tidur mati atau kusyuk sangat baca Twilight dalam tren, nanti lagi senang jadi target.
Kalau tangan dah penuh, pastikan mata pandang poket atau beg sepanjang masa, jangan melilau-lilau tengok dada perempuan atau lelaki hot.
Cuba sedaya-upaya dapatkan tempat duduk, kalau tak cari spot berbelakangkan dinding.
Pasang earphone dan dengar lagu secara minimal dan sebelah telinga sahaja, supaya bila ada orang cuba curi handphone kita, kita sedar yang lagu tiba-tiba keluar dari speaker, bukan dari earphone (tips dari fadhil).
Jangan gedik tayang iPhone atau Blackberry.
Jangan bawa duit lebih daripada RM100. Kalau terpaksa, letak di tempat-tempat yang berlainan. Poket sikit, dompet sikit, handbag sikit, bra sikit, stokin sikit, seluar dalam sikit. Tapi jangan seluk bra time bayar depan cashier, nanti dia terpegun.
Jangan bawa banyak-banyak credit card, nanti dia seronok guna, kita pun seronok bayar.

Apa lagi, apa lagi? Ok tak boleh pikir dah. Siapa-siapa tahu, sila tambah.

Apa yang aku merepek panjang lebar kat atas itu cuma cara untuk elak dari dicuri di tempat sesak. Cara elak diragut, cara elak pecah masuk rumah, cara elak kena rompak, itu semua cerita lain. Dunia nak kiamat, benda-benda besar pun sudah banyak, ini kan benda-benda kecil molek macam ini. Tiap-tiap hari entah berapa bijik handphone kena rembat. Jangan angkuh sangat yang kita tak akan jadi target pencuri. Kita yang masih belajar ini belum merasa hilang duit berpuluh ratus ribu. baru hilang handphone. Bila hilang orang tersayang, lagi tak terbanding. Siapa tak rasa sedih bila hak kita diambil? Kalau ikutkan, bukan hak kita pun. Semua dipinjam dari-Nya. Mungkin kita cuma perlu belajar redha dengan ketentuan-Nya, tetapi redha tak bermaksud kita perlu leka. Don't take anyone or anything for granted.

Kalaulah aku dengar cakap Fadhil untuk balik awal, mungkin benda ini tak akan terjadi.
Kalaulah aku terima offer Fadhil bila dia nak bluetooth gambar ke handphone aku, dapat aku preserve memori kitorang hari itu.
Kalaulah aku dengar instinct aku yang rasa berat hati masa nak beli tiket wayang, mungkin tak terjadi benda ini.
Kalaulah aku terus bangun bila Fadhil kejutkan pukul 8.30pagi, mungkin kitorang bertolak awal dan balik awal.

Kepada kita semua: bila kita sudah kehilangan, baru kita terasa.
Kepada semua pencuri: "Semoga engkau diampuni-Nya, wahai pencuri" quoted from Fadhil.

P/S: Toy Story 3 best! Akhirnya dapat juga tengok movie pada hari pertama tayangan weehooo. Bergenang air mata dua kali tsk tsk. Agak-agak ada tak Toy Story 4? hehe

Plastisin

2010-06-09T00:33:00.004+08:00

Aku selalu buat post merepek.

Semakin jarang bercakap pasal emosi, aku rasa.

Sudah kebalkah? Eceh tak tak. Masih berhati plastisin. Sudah penyek, bleh diuli balik ke bentuk asal. Tapi tak sama dah. Berita lanjut tak akan diulas (buat suara pembaca berita)

Tapi, plastisin-plastisin pun, dia masih lembut boleh dipenyek-penyek, ditarik-tarik, dipicit-picit, dicubit-cubit dan apa-apa lagilah korang nak buat dengan plastisin. Lama-lama, hati plastisin ini terbuka (terbuat lobang kot kat plastisin) kepada perubahan.

Banyak benda masih terperangkap dalam sedalam-dalamnya di sanubari, tapi belum bersedia untuk keluar. Lubang plastisin belum cukup besar untuk lepaskan.

Konklusinya, aku buat post merepek lagi :D

Aku ada sebenarnya post serius nak tulis, tapi terlampau serius sampai aku rasa kewajipan menulis itu terbantut.
Sebenarnya malas.

Ahhh merajuk!

2010-06-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

"Janganlah merajuk, orang yang merajuk selama 3 hari kerana nafsu, maka tak akan dapat cium bau shurga…" dipetik dari kereta mayat

Benarkah? Kalau betul, aku akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk buang sifat gedik maha dewa kaum wanita dalam diri aku yang sesungguhnya memang suka merajuk (tapi tak lama ewahh).

Sifat wanita maha dewa ini aku yakin ada dalam setiap jiwa wanita yang suka dibelai dengan kasih sayang. Yang bezanya cuma tahap pengawalannya saja.

Kalau diri aku sendiri, aku dengan terus terangnya memang suka merajuk (tapi tak lama ewahh nak ulang lagi skali; entah betul ke idak hahahaha). Lagi-lagi bila kaum wanita tiba di puncak bulan di mana syndrom Perempuan Mengamuk Sakan, lagi super saiya sifat maha dewa gedik ini.

Menurut kereta mayat, ada dua jenis merajuk iaitu:

1-MERAJUK TAK MAKAN DI PUJUK
2-MERAJUK TAK NAK CERITA PUNCA MERAJUK

Ambik kau kame hame haa super double!

Huahuahua. Kenapa perempuan macam ini ya? Ada kaitan dengan hormon ke? Siapa tahu boleh kongsi-mengongsi? Aku sedar akan kelemahan aku yang satu ni (ada banyak lagi, satu-satu lah oi), jadi aku nak cuba kurangkan, lagi-lagi bila merajuk atas sebab-sebab yang langsung tak munasabah dan mengada-ngada.

Perempuan memang gedik ;)

Bistro

2010-05-20T23:20:00.004+08:00

Pada suatu malam yang melaparkan, saya terikutlah mak dan ayah makan di kedai mamak yang baru tukar nama dari restoran xxx ke bistro xxx. Ceh mamak ini nak jadi omputih pula ya berbistro-bistro. Saya makan nasi goreng ayam , mak pekena nasi goreng kampung, dan ayah pula makan tosai yang berbentuk gunung berapi. Ayah siap tanya mamak yang tosai itu akan meletup tak nanti. Terkekeh-kekeh dia gelak. The end.

Eh eh tersengaja lupa. Ada lagi ada lagi. Sebenarnya, saya nak kongsi dengan anda semua perbualan antara ayah, mak dan saya. Maklumlah, kongsi-mengongsi ini amalan mulia yang harus diterapkan dalam setiap jiwa, bak kata orang, Gong Xi Fat Choi.

Berikut adalah perbualan antara kami bertiga. Wah, macam soalan dalam ujian pemahaman darjah 3 punya ayat. Rindu gilak masa sekolah rendah dulu. Kalau masa itu, ayat 'Tak nak kawan!" memang macam ayat biasa kan kan. Tup tap esoknya main tali getah sama-sama ceh memang tak teguh pendirian sungguh budak-budak!

Kan. tersasul lagi. Memang tak reti stay on track. Okay okay sambung.
Berikut adalah perbualan antara kami bertiga:

Mak: Syera dah ada boyfriend ke?
Saya: Tak tau (dalam hati sudah musykil. tiba-tiba saja tanya syera ada boyfriend)
Mak: Ha bitau je la. Dia dah ber-boyfriend-boyfriend ke?
Saya: Tak tau~ Mak tanya laa syera sendiri.
Mak: Haa, Ili dah ada special boyfriend?
//ZUP. Dah agak dah weyh. Dah agak. Mesti tanya. Soalan awal itu memang dah agak akan bawa ke soalan kedua ini. Ala-ala pembuka bicaralah. Bak kata omputih, appetizer. Ternyata cara mengelat nak jawab soalan pertama tidak berjaya untuk menepis soalan kedua. cheit//
Saya: Haa. Tak. Tak tau. (gelak-gelak nervous)
Mak: Hanin kata ada.
Saya: Jangan percaya cakap Hanin tu. (gelak-gelak nervous lagi)
Ayah: Pandang mata ayah. Ayah boleh tahu ili cakap betul ke tak.
Saya: aaa. haha. hahaha. (gelak-gelak nervous pastu kacau-kacau air, tak pandang ayah pun. Confirm kalah audition berlakon cih)
Mak: Pandang lah mata ayah tuuu
Ayah: Haa ni dah ada dah ni. Ayah rasa ni baru berbunga-bunga, belum serius camtu.
Ili: ahahahaha. haha. (still gelak nervous)

-_____-''

Kesimpulannya, aku tak beritahu apa-apa kan? kan? Haha.

/fail tahap maksima/

Soalan serius: Adakah manusia akan demam apabila berhijrah ke tempat lain? Bila balik ke rumah ke mesti demam. Lepas itu, bila balik ke Cyberjaya, mesti demam juga. Ada siapa-siapa macam itu tak?

Soalan serius tahap 2: Tetiba addicted lagu-lagu Girls' Generation. Slow tak aku?

half-opened zip

2010-05-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

Something bad happened to me. No no no. Nothing huge like world war, starvation, kids running away from home, babies swim from uterus straight into toilet bowl, illuminati and all those sort of news that can uproar the world. Does this sound familiar to you?

Anyway, after checking out from hostel last saturday, mak and ayah decided to walk around at Jalan TAR, so yeah. I've never visit that place before (shock, people! Shock!), so this is a good chance since I won't have to spend any of my money lol.

Nothing much though, but really, so many choices of food! Oh my God I feel like buying them all! I ate crispy apam balik, normal apam balik, sotong cucuk, satay, and countless drinks. While I'm having a good time with my mum and dad, something unexpected happened. Guess what?

Guess.

Guess.

Guess.

Someone stole my handphone.

...............

Yes, some bloody stealer stole my handphone.

I was so shocked that time when I reached my handbag and to see the zip half-opened. To see only one of my two handphones is still there, I was in utter shock. I cried not long after that. I was so shocked. I think you will get how shock I was that time after repeating that word for like, four times? Mum and dad are the best. They stay calm and help me to call the celcom operator to cancel the number. Mum kept trying to make me happy by offering me food, drinks, and anything there.

This, saddens me even more. I was not upset because that /censored/ human stole my handphone. I was upset because it was a present from my dad, and I've used it for a few months only. I was upset for this carelessness of me. I was upset for not taking care of my belongings. I was upset for being such a fool for not having the urge to hug my bag like i usually do in crowded place. I was upset because I can see the disappointment face of my dad. Everytime I think of it, my eyes will be swelled with tears. This won't feel as bad if it was the other handphone as it was bought by myself.

Thx, mum and dad for the love. If you weren't there, I have no idea what would I do. Maybe I would just sit and cry.
Thx, Syera for your sms. It actually helped me to be stronger especially at such time.

See, I'm a crybaby (and still crying while typing this aughh /smackself/, and I'm feeling grateful for having people I love around me. To lost this handphone feels like I'm losing something special and it hurt damn much, which why I would try my best to not hurt my loved ones as losing them will be the most regretful moment.

'_' 'o'

2010-04-19T05:56:00.004+08:00

Annoying tak?

Macam inilah jadinya kalau stress. Kita distress dengan exercise muka begini ya, kawan-kawan.

upside down

2010-04-17T01:52:00.004+08:00

Hello you :)

The anticipation to blog is diminishing, thus leaving dust to accumulate in this nonsensical blog. This few weeks have not been the best weeks I could assert myself as gleeful moments. The very complete opposite, you may say. I am much disappointed with myself, for the lack of strong motivation and dedication, and to surrender myself to this black hole in me that sucks up all the positive manner I have. You may read this as a mere pathetic complaint about self-disappointment, and you are right. It is a complaint, because it is too much of a pain to bear it alone inside.

It is a small matter, really. Nothing huge like world war, starvation, kids running away from home, babies swim from uterus straight into toilet bowl, illuminati and all those sort of news that can uproar the world.

Despite how small this matter is, it is still a matter to me. A matter can change me in many possible manner, leading to a blur future that might consist the word 'regret'.

Anyway,
Let's erase your memories of the boring letters with some colours, mkay? :)

Cilok-ed original photo from izza

Steve Jobs

2010-04-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down – that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.

This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960’s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

amin

2010-04-11T22:19:00.001+08:00

Ya Tuhan, kuatkanlah hambamu ini.

Amin.

out out out

2010-04-06T00:12:00.004+08:00

At last. Succeeded to go for an outing with member of SPAMinc: Aizat and mE. Such a loser I am. Had a great time watching mE and Aizat quarrel like hubby and wifey awww ♥

Malu-malu kucing konon

mE: Ili ko ni blur sangat sampai rasa nak tampar tau tak! potpetpotpet (kena lecture)
Ili: T_T

Ni la akibat taknak dgr cakap mak eh eh mE. Kan dah penyek cupcake huaaa

But still very yummylicious yumm yumm. Nanti next time jumpa korang lagi, aku belanja cupcake yoh!

Where's the camera....? o_o jengjengjeng

How To Train Your Dragon. Awesome awesome awesome. Suka sangat sampai sanggup tengok dua kali. Siapa tak tengok memang aa. Memang.

p/s: Very much hurt, dear. Now you feel what I feel.

double F

2010-04-03T17:59:00.007+08:00

I am not cursing there. It stands for 'Food and Friends'.
Supposed to post about the birthday celebration and farewell outing last week but life's been unfairly busy. So here it is :)

The humans.

The food was outstanding! You have no idea how much I ate that night. I have made my mind to eat more than I paid for bahahahahahahaaaa. Thus, the gaining in weight -_-'

I'm not lying about the food. It was really that great that everyone was eating with super speed. See the pictures.

Check out the chopstick in action!

Fushhh fushhh fushhhh

SUPEEERRR ~~POOWEEERRR~~ SPEEEED

We even witnessed a drama that night.

(Please click to view)

Sorry fiqa -_- Terus penyek jadi.

It was a great night spending time with friends. Looking forward for more hehe :D Tummy needs good food.

p/s: fadhil and azhan tak marah kan kan kan? :P
p/s: credit to ida and kimi for the photos :D

smile and cry

2010-04-01T20:40:00.008+08:00

Aku sedar, manusia cuma menghargai sesuatu bila sesuatu itu sudah tiada. Aku tak terkecuali. Ingat tak perasaan bila kau akan berpisah dengan seseorang? Contoh macam dia akan berhijrah ke tempat lain, jauh dari pandangan kita. Sedangkan bila dia masih bernafas udara yang sama dengan kita, tak pernah pula cuba merajinkan diri untuk sesi sembur-sembur air liur, sesi penitian hati (ada macam tajuk drama cinta tak?,) sesi tepuk tampar tepuk tampar tepuk amai-amai. eh eh.

Apa aku nak tekankan kat sini, aku langsung tak sedar akan perasaan tu, sampailah sesuatu itu betul-betul dah tinggalkan kita. Semalaman bersuka-ria makan-makan minum-minum sentuh-sentuh di Seoul Garden IOI. Bunyi macam pergi clubbing tapi bukan ya, rakan-rakan. Sentuh-sentuh? Kami hanya sentuh-sentuh kaum sejenis saja ya. eh eh makin pelik bunyi di situ. Korang ni, sila berfikiran lurus ya, jangan terpesong nanti kena lesong ceh ceh ada rima di situ.

Aku betul-betul seronok malam tu. Perasaan sedih masih tertimbus rapat, lagi-lagi dalam suasana yang gembira, senyuman tak lekang di mulut, ketawa meleret-leret dan camwhore tidak putus-putus. Perasaan ini berlanjutan sampai ke esoknya. Aku masih boleh bergelak ketawa, bergurau senda semasa menolong mengemas barang. Semasa menolong mengangkat barang. Semasa berpelukan. Semasa melambai tangan. Semasa berjalan ke bilik. Gila aku takdak perasaan hoh. Sila tampar aku ~~lembut-lembut~~ ramai-ramai sekarang.

Bak kata orang, kalau tabung dah penuh, nanti duit syling membuak-buak eh eh kanak-kanak sekolah sila jangan guna dalam karangan bahasa melayu nanti kena rotan di punggung. Macam tu la apa yang jadi kat aku. Tengah makan di foodcourt HB3, tiba-tiba je mata mula bergenang. Degil sungguh taknak takat genang je, dia nak main arus laju lagi. Tersedu-sedu aku kat situ, langsung tak hirau orang pandang bahahaha ok tipu malu kot. Sakit sungguh aku rasa masa tu. Tak tahu sakit kat hati atau sakit sebab tahan air mata. Kalau tak ditahan, aku rasa dah basah satu lengan cardigan gila hiperbola aku ni.

Thanks to ♥ for being there with me and providing a cardigan for me to sob on. It has been quite long since the last time I cry like that. It felt so empty. The sobbing is so hard to stop. Guilt for not spending more time with you. Guilt for never being a good friend. I still remember the feeling when I cry. It feels like the atmosphere changes a little. Something is not as usual as it is. I could not imagine myself if I was much closer to you. I would not bear the pain.

It may seems like I am exaggerating but I am not. Every person we met have a significant in our life. It is up to our own will to appreciate them stepping into your path. Even the person you despise the most will create a small hole in your heart when he or she is no longer stepping in your path. Spend a second to say hi with a smile. A smile is a simple yet strong emotion.

photo credits to kimi & ida

EDIT: Sangat kebetulan. Tak lama lepas tulis post ni, arwah Din Beramboi telah pulang ke rahmatullah. Al-Fatihah buatnya. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. :'(

sigh

2010-03-29T21:24:00.004+08:00

Did you try highlighting this post? :P
Sorry, but I'm trying to cheer myself up by doing something silly haha.

marah

2010-03-29T14:45:00.003+08:00

Terasyik tengok video ni. Depan komputer mata tak kelip mulut nganga tersengih sorang-sorang. Pastu ulang.

Goes to....

2010-03-28T14:13:00.005+08:00

This is cute but scary.

Btw...

I got an award from my dearest coursemate, Izza ;) TeNQiYuWW CHaYunKK TeRHaRu LaaAaAA I DeaaarRRRrr. Pergh letih kot taip gini weyh. Respect jap budak-budak yang suka tulis macam ni. Sangat kreatif dan penuh dedikasi HAHAHAHA. Kalau korang suka aku tulis macam ni lagi, ndak tak? Landak?

I feel honoured getting those awards (chewah!) so I would like to share the feeling by passing the honour to my dearest friends :D

Izza - Thanks for the awards and for always having a pretty smile on your face without fail ( i realise that I have not once see your upside-down smile despite of anything)
Syera - Thanks for being a great friend and roommate who can stand my weaknesses and ugliness of me hohoho
Fadhil - Thanks for //////////////////////////////////////////////////// (jiwang words censored)
Ajinda - Thanks for the honour of you-know-what. And thanks for being patient hahahaha. Tunggu ek :P
Ida - Thanks for the great day. Without you and others, the plan would not be successfully done :)

7 facts about me ;DD

+ I have a habit of biting my lips :E (as a matter of fact, I am currently doing so)
+ My dreams are usually adventurous like full of running, jumping, fighting and even flying (I once role-played as Card Captor Sakura!)
+ I despise my hostel room's window and curtains
+ I have terrible knowledge of artists (like who's that band, what's the actress's name, blabla)
+ The portraits I drew in the previous post has sold out, with profit of RMxxx alhamdulillah
+ I sometimes regretted for not taking architecture, but I'm happy that I am here :)
+ I haven't take my night shower :x ops busuk jap

TERRORIST HIJAU

2010-03-26T14:16:00.007+08:00

TNB sue WWF like WWTF

Sorry, but I really find this article funny.

“Obviously these green-minded fellows think they’re really cute, organising such an irresponsible campaign,” said Che Khalib angrily.
Don't you find Khalib's face is very 'cute' that you feel like slapping every side of his face? Lemme explain in a more deeply and comprehensive manner.

forgot to add his glasses..

Does this post sounds political? I hope not. I just find the article tingling my funny sensor. It was plain stupid.

“They say ‘turn off your lights for an hour’ and people do. I bet that really makes them feel all powerful."

“Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!"

“POWERRR… EXTREME!” he screamed, as powerful clusters of foglamps flooded the conference room with ultra-bright and hot light, temporarily blinding everyone present, and signalling the end of the Press conference.

POWERRRRRRRR RANGERRRRRSSS!

p/s: forgot to add that this is a fake article :P

babies

2010-03-25T01:47:00.002+08:00

This is kinda an old news but I still wanna post it.

Congrats on establishing mosque (mendirikan masjid). Your babies would not look like the above image because they will be prettier, but they will have big round eyes like that, round cute face like that, pink kissable lips like that, and definitely will be surrounded with loves.

Ok, I admit. I just wanna show my vain moments.
And do fear my eyebags.

feetless cat

2010-03-25T01:40:00.003+08:00

YA TUHAN MANA KAKI DIA KENAPA DIA BULAT SANGAT KENAPA MACAM BOLA KAPAS BOLEH MAIN LANTUN LANTUN DAN JADIKAN BANTAL PELOK KENAPA KENAPA KENAPA???

Saya mahu T___T

jumpa di tumblr senior

ice cream

2010-03-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

Saya agak jarang memblogkan hasil-hasil assignment. kerja-kerja biasanya tak memuaskan di mata sendiri dan dengan seratus peratusnya pasti lecturer pun tidak puas hati jadi malu la nak tunjuk kerja yang dibuat pada saat-saat genting highland eh tersasul. Ni sebab pergi jenguk Matta Fair di Ipoh la ni. Pergi Genting Highland dengan full packagenya perghh murah!

Ok, suka keluar topik kan. Ni sebab tak cukup angin luar asyik terperuk dalam bilik kena gas beracun nyamuk. Tiba-tiba saja monitor berasap putih, ingat dia shisha ke eh eh. Rupa-rupanya mr spray mosquito datang menyerang. Lalu wangilah bilik kami ini. Sekian.

Eh, belum habis lagi rupanya. Hak hak gedik.

Ini design untuk promotional standy untuk subjek Design Process. Ok, design concept tak la hebat mana. Tapi seronok tang mewarnakan semua benda-benda tu. Yang logo saja saya cilok dari Mr Google sebab tahap kemalasan sudah mula membuak-buak harharhar.

harharhar

petition

2010-03-16T09:54:00.002+08:00

SIGNNNN

Sila sign petition ni ek korangggg. yang perempuan-perempuan tak mahu ke cuti lebih in the future? yang laki-laki tak mahu ke jadi gentleman kesian kat para wanita (eceh wanita!)

strong heart

2010-03-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

Dear two important persons. You are currently going through hard phase. Do not give up. Both of you are strong young men, and I wish you two to keep being strong until God takes you away. Do not let this small matter of life becomes a wall to your future. Close one eye and run forward. if you could not manage, then walk. If it is still impossible, crawl. But never ever stop, because those numbers are not going to stop to comfort your little petty loss. Those numbers are gold. Greater losses are in the future awaiting. Make yourself stronger to kick its ass by fighting over this problem. You have no one else to blame, but yourself. Muhasabah yourself instead of playing those games.

Always, always and always keep the feeling of regret at the surface of your heart. Make the feeling real and absolute. Let the painful emotion pushes you to keep working hard.

You are strong young men, and loves from yourself and your loved ones will make you stronger.

faces

2010-03-15T04:36:00.006+08:00

My holidays were filled with intimate session with my bed ♥ , yet I feel it's still not enough. Soon, I'm going to be parted away from my dear bed to meet the other one at hostel, and mind you people, it is very very hard to keep good relationship if you playing two. How scandalous.

Still, I did do something productive to keep me out of my dreams (most of my dreams are really good! Very adventurous and fun. My life is the opposite, though :/ sad..)

Anyway, what I actually did is drawing portraits. Not one, not two but freaking number 14! Number 13 is even less freaky than that! My mum actually asked me to draw a few 'famous' faces (not feaces! very dirty mind you have sheeshh) in my neighbourhood to be sold during 'Hari Keluarga & Pasar Ria Batu 4 Tambun'. I'm not sure if the faces' owner going to buy them but I sure hope they do, because who else would want to buy their faces? -__- Stop saying faces, ili! Portraits! Portraits! I kept reading it as feaces. My mind is as dirty as yours.

7 days to draw 14 portraits? I won't be sleeping at all if I did all that from scratch (which is obviously very very untrue because I sleep a lot X: ) I just re-coloured the original photo to make it look painted instead of photo-like. Cut off the background and splash some colours and walahh! here they are. Some still look like photo but I care no more. I even got scolded by dad for something and then blabbered to me about fulling client's requirement and blablabla. These are done for dana surau for goodness sake let me do it with happy and joyful heartttt -__-' I even cried after that haha shame of you eyes! Hope I won't cry when I have to deal with tough clients in the future (especially someone like dad). Crybaby la you eyes!

kongsi

2010-03-14T14:56:00.003+08:00

Hari ini nak kongsi dengan korang semua satu post dari satu blog ni. Dia pun cilok post orang lain dan post kat blog dia, so alang-alang saya pun nak buat sama lah :"D

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Ni aku jumpa dalam blog someone yg xpuas hati utk satu interview.
Org ni bakal grad dlm AI. Aku saje letakkan kat sini utk kita
renung-renungkan bersama.....

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Baik. Aku rasa seperti mau bunuh orang.

Pernah baca posting aku tentang abang panda yg drive lexus?

Alkisahnya, aku ke pejabatnya, untuk interview kerja. Bersiap sekadarnya dengan sepasang baju
kurung, memakai sedikit lipstick warna pink. Pendek kata sesimple yang mungkin.

Yang penting adalah portfolio. Dimana portfolio inilah senarai sistem yg pernah aku bangunkan. Tak banyak, tetapi cukup untuk meyakinkan aku punya kemahiran php.

Sampai saja dipejabatnya, aku dapati ada 8 candidates yg tgh tunggu turn. Dan aku punya turn. Dan aku tak nampak abang panda itu.

Sempat aku berbual dengan candidates yg lain. Semua pun apply post junior programmer. Dan hati aku agak senang bila candidates yg lain nampaknya sumanya fresh graduates tanpa portfolio. Bermakna aku punya sedikit kelebihan kerana yang lain belum pernah bangunkan sebarang sistem.

Aku pun masuk untuk sesi temuduga. Dua orang interviewer adalah perempuan, dalam awal 30-an. Dua orang lagi lelaki. Mereka membelek2 resume aku dengan muka yg agak kurang berminat. Yang menghairankan, mereka langsung tidak membelek portfolio aku.

Dan, inilah saat yang tiba2 membuatkan aku berang. Apabila salah seorang interviewer berkata kepada aku..

“Sory ye dik. Kami tau adik ni bwk portfolio sendiri. Tapi company ini lebih prefer org yg slim, presentable. Why not u kurangkan berat badan n try again,” Sambil tersenyum sumbing.

Kepada Nurul Fatheha Zainal Alam, a.k.a interviewer yang tidak beradab. Saya tahu anda baca blog saya. Jadi sila baca dengan teliti.

Sebab kenapa orang Melayu tidak maju adalah kerana wujud golongan berfikiran jumud seperti anda. Sejak bila programmer perlu secantik miss world? Adakah anda cuma mahu programmer yang tidak menutup kepala, dengan rambut perang seperti bulu beruk terkena clorox, dengan berpakaian skirt pendek menampakkan betis besar tiang letrik dan berbaju ketat menampakkan
perut boyot seperti anda? Atau programmer yang mengenakan mekap tebal seperti mak nyah, memantis kening senipis mungkin dan cuma tahu pakai visual basic?

Maaf, jika bahasa aku biadap.

Tetapi terima kasih kepada abang panda a.k.a Encik Fawwaz kerana menjanjikan aku post junior programmer sebaik sahaja aku grad, keesokan harinya setelah aku tinggalkan portfolio aku kepadanya. Tetapi Encik Fawwaz, saya tidak mahu bekerja di syarikat anda dengan manusia yang tidak tahu adab. Dan tolonglah update staf anda dengan current programming language. Sesungguhnya untuk bersaing dengan company lain, simpanlah VB yg sudah berhabuk itu.

Noktah. Itu prinsip saya. Maafkan saya. Saya tidak mahu bekerja di sebuah software house yang stafnya berpakaian seperti pelayan kelab malam. Saya harap Encik Fawwaz tidak tersinggung. Anggaplah ini satu teguran, untuk memastikan kejayaan yang diraih adalah dengan keberkatanNya.

and bawah ni ialah reply drpd salah seorang interviewer yg baca blog org ni...

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Aa'ha said,
March 11, 2009 @ 12:42 am

What the hell do you mean by your redish wording? You just so fuckin rude!
Let me say this;
U tak lulus temuduga dengan kitaorg sebab kitaorang dah buat homework
pasal
you berdasarkan maklumat dlm resume yg u hantar seminggu sebelum interview
and we’all trackback ur blog.
we all rasa u ni islamic freak berdasarkan posting u dlm blog.
guess what? we all tak mahu org mcm u sebab u nanti bermasalah nak
accompany customer karaoke @ minum2. sebab u org kampung yg tak tau sosial
dan pakai tudung macam mak nenek!!
kalau u rasa nak keja dekat company besar u bettter jgn kolot sangat sebab
u’ll never make it dgn cara u ni.u perlu sedar u hidup tahun 2009 bukan
zaman nabi dulu!!
and thanx-a-lot sbb tak terima job ni becoz we all memang allergic dgn org
yg konon2 islamik mcm u.

apa kata u try mintak keja dengan masjid kat kampung you?? buat sistem
masjid ke?

chill……….

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"Farshia Arissa said,

September 4, 2009 @ 3:39 am

I have no Hadith or quote from the Qur’an to support whatever I’m going to
say here, cause you see, I’m not Islamic.. but I am proud to be a Muslim.

To Miss A’ha, let me tell you something. Saya dibesarkan di US sehingga
umur saya 18 tahun, dan pulang ke Malaysia 6 tahun lepas. So as you can
expect, I have a Western upbringing. Bila balik ke Malaysia , I continue my
life here as a Muslim and a Malay as how I was taught when I was in US.

Here, I have seen so many Westerners-wanna-bes like you… and trust me,
eventhough you think you’re all hyped up with your hedonist life, you’re
nothing but a toy to your company. Do you really think you have all the
potential just because you have all the “qualifications” to entertain your
clients in clubs? Darling, you’re a just a cheap bait that allowed yourself
to be exploited in such a way. Btw, if you’re reading this, I hope you’re
able to comprehend me since I noticed most “sorority-like” chicas like you
in Malaysia just ACT like the whites, but speak funny English.

It’s crystal clear to me that you’re suffering from a major culture shock,
and you need serious help. Trust me, Malaysians, the Malays particularly,
look awful in skimpy outfits no matter how you tried to pull them off.
Nampak macam Philippine hookers. This is actually agreed by many. You can
try to bleach your skin, colour your hair etc, but in the end, you’re still
an Asian like all those people in tudung that you called mak nenek or
kampung.

You kata orang lain kolot? Hahaha that’s the funniest part, I shall say.
Judging from the way you reacted to this post, well honey, let’s admit it,
you pun sama kolot jugak. Whoever said people that wear tudung can’t make
it? Siapa still guna “becoz” lagi zaman 2009 ni? Are you still stuck in the
90’s? And ‘chill’?? You still use ‘chill’ too??

I juga bertudung and at the age of 24, I’m already an executive in a very
established insurance company in Malaysia . No one seems to have a problem
with the way I dress, and the fact that I wear baju kurung sometimes. Not
even the non-muslims. So kalau orang Islam sendiri yang menghina Islam yang
lain for carrying her duty as a Muslim, I suggest you cermin la diri tu and
do some serious deep thinking. Siapa yang kolot sebeanrnya?

I think you should come out from your own little world, open your mind a
tiny wee bit, and realized that there are other ways for people to succeed
in life rather than wearing slutty attires to entertain clients in
karaokes, clubbing, etc.. Newsflash, orang macam you memang biasa digunakan
oleh orang2 atasan company you untuk jadi umpan jaga client. They don’t see
your potential, they see what’s beneath your skirt. I’m not making this up.
I tau sebab I pun banyak client that own companies. Diorang CEO, so they
tell me stuff. I hope I gave you some insight of who you really are now.

To the blog owner, trust me, you lose nothing for not working in a company
that failed to see the potential under your tudung. In fact, you have saved
yourself from self-humiliation. There’s a bigger world waiting for you out
there, so keep your chin up ya?

i pernah alami perkara yang sama. tapi yang bezanya, HR yang menginterview
i tu seorang perempuan yang bertudung. bila dahtunggu time untuk interview,
tak selak pon my resume or application form terus buat conclusion.. “well
kami mencari candidates yang boleh serve arak untuk visitors, customers and
suppliers.. and i think you’re not suitable for this position kerana
kamu…1. pakai tudung 2. beragama Islam” position yang ditawarkan adalah HR
Executive.. aper jadah HR exec kener serve arak and entertain customer????

aku sengih jer.. belum habis dia cakap i terus “potong” ayat dia (sebab tau
sure tak dapat) “as an experienced HR Executive, you shud know and identify
your candidates before you shortlisted.. and now u have wasting my time…
anyway, you nama jer Islam and pakai tudung, sila jaga adab ketika
bercakap..tolong cermin diri u tu dulu sebelom nak nasihat orang.. kalau
sekadar nak kerja and jadik balaci orang kafir.. itu tak berkat.. awak
boleh buang application and resume saya”

nak tahu company apa??? MEWAH OIL di Pulau Indah… at the end, Allah tu Maha
Adil.. after 5 years, i terima resume this ladies to apply a job at my
place to be my assistant…subhanaAllah

same us

2010-03-14T00:56:00.004+08:00

You think of yourself as having the only problems, as being the only one who is disappointed. But just look around you and you will see lots of people as disappointed as you are.
”

— Tennessee Williams

Currently in no mood to update the blog. Have not consume enough caffeine lately, I guess. A very tiring day. Went to a wedding ceremony, PC Depot Shop, Jusco Ipoh, The Store at town, Yik Foong Complex, Mubarak Bookstore, Matta Fair, The Store Jalan Kampar, and lastly dinner at KFC. Now I'm stuck in front of my pc finishing the portraits. And tomorrow there's going to be another wedding! I didn't touch a single assignment yet x:

Serabut

2010-03-04T05:09:00.000+08:00

11.11

2010-02-27T21:15:00.003+08:00

11:11
4.44
22.22
3.33
10.10
12.12

Have you encounter these numbers in your life, perhaps, your digital clock? Not intentionally, but coincidently. Just when you questioned what time is it, these number sequences jolted your mind. Is this a coincidence, or are they too frequent to be random?

This is what (ok, I just saw another number, 21:21! Right at the moment I'm typing this). Anyway, as I said, this is what have been bothering me for the past few years. It's getting more frequent and it bothers me more and more each time.

I'm sure that I'm not the only one experiencing such phenomena. Do you?

Cheese

2010-02-08T01:13:00.005+08:00

All photo courtesy of Secret Recipe

I have no idea why am I posting up this pictures. It kills me.

IT KILLSSSSS MEEEEE

For myself, not for you

2010-02-08T00:52:00.003+08:00

I'm not perfect. You're not perfect.
I can't stand you. You can't stand me.

Life is fair isn't it? :)

So, the next time you feel like kicking my butt, realise that I, too feel like kicking your butt.

So, both our butts are flat ;) We are not much different.

Open Canvas

2010-02-08T00:38:00.003+08:00

First time try gune OpenCanvas. Smooooooth. Macam baby bum.

Hoho jangan cuba paham apa aku lukis. Aku sendiri tak paham. Siapa degil akan jadi gila.

Creative Studies

2010-02-07T07:23:00.005+08:00

Some person asked me to upload more work of mine. Hambik kau aku kasi lagi.

Kalaulah muka manusia semua putih macam ni, mesti mekap lebih menyerlah kan? Semua jadi ala-ala geisha gitu.

p/s: sebenarnya malas nak kaler skin dia hohoho.

p/s/p: Aku rasa sapa pakai topi macam ni comel la. Pakai la pakai la.

n/d/s: Ni banner untuk blog Creative Studies. Mari share-share link boleh kita tiru-meniru oh yeah!

Kelabu

2010-02-07T06:09:00.002+08:00

The second shoes are ♥. Grey is always better than black. But I'm not sure I can pull off that color.

Wajah

2010-02-07T04:17:00.003+08:00

Selalu bila nak conteng-conteng mesti semangat lebih bila lukis dalam buku orang lain. Buka sketchbook sendiri mesti keluar garisan-garisan yang tak senonoh sampai ayam pun terkejut sebab lagi bercakaran dari cakar dia. Habis macam mana nak ada koleksi sketchbook sendiri? Nak tunjuk apa nanti bila apply kerja? Portfolio licin takdak isi. Semua berterabur dekat buku orang bagaikan dedak ayam. Nanti bila aku apply kerja nanti, korang ikut aku yek. Ala-ala anak ayam ikut belakang ibu ayam gitu. Kenapa banyak sangat konsep ayam ni?? Adakah aku merindui KFC?

Cinta Islam

2010-01-30T18:45:00.003+08:00

Berikut adalah nasihat-nasihat berguna untuk orang-orang yang bercinta:

1. Janganlah kau membiarkan kemanisan bercinta dihirup sebelum engkau berkahwin dengan 'si dia'.

2. Bercintalah kau dengan nya dengan sekadarnya. Kelak mungkin 'si dia' mungkin bukan jodoh untukmu.

3. Jika kau ingin berbahagia seumur hidup, tahanlah dirimu untuk berbahagia sebelum kau berhak menjadi milik 'si dia'.

4. Jika engkau menyintainya, binalah asas perkahwinan dengan tidak melaggar syariatNYA.

5. Kebahagiaan yang kau lihat sebelum berkahwin hanya palsu, yang hakikinya adalah selepas kau diijabkabulkan.

6. Jikalau engkau inginkan pasangan hidupmu yang terbaik untukmu, maka engkaulah yang patut menjadi yang terbaik dahulu.

7. Membina keserasian sebelum berkahwin bukanlah dengan cara ber'dating', cukuplah sekadar engkau tahu apa yang perlu kau tahu.

8. Bercintalah untuk mencapai cintaNYA.

9. Jika engkau masih belum bercinta, tahanlah dirimu untuk bercinta sehingga yakin cinta tersebut membawamu ke gerbang perkahwinan.

10. Jangan biarkan nafsumu dengan cinta yang tidak diterima disisi ALLAH, kelak ALLAH akan tarik kebahagian darimu.

Setiap nasihat ini mungkin tidak relevan kepada seseorang. Mungkin ia juga relevan kepada seseorang yang lain.

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Saya adalah salah seorang yang menginginkan kemanisan cinta semasa muda, dan inilah yang awak cuba tekankan kepada saya selama ini. Buta sungguh aku ni haha.

Tapi, jujur aku cakap, aku masih sama seperti perempuan-perempuan lain yang menginginkannya.

Marry me & I'm pregnant

2010-01-29T01:58:00.003+08:00

Wohoho tajuk tak bleh blah kan. Jangan risau. Takdak sapa datang meminang aku dan aku still dara so takdak baby lagi ahahahaha.

Actually....

Saya agak hairan. Kebelakangan ni saya asyik baca post berkaitan dengan 2 topik ni: Kahwin - Baby. Sekarang ni musim orang kahwin dan dapat baby ke? Satu blog cerita pasal persiapan untuk majlis perkahwinan. Satu blog cerita pasal hari-hari bersama baby dalam tummy. Then another blog, and another blog, and another blog and the list goes on.

Bila baca semua blog-blog ni, serius rasa tersentuh. Rasa tersentuh bila tengok hard work bakal-bakal pengantin ni untuk dapat jadi raja sehari dengan penuh bermakna dan tiada kesulitan. Rasa tersentuh tengok diorang buat hantaran. Rasa tersentuh tengok perempuan gaduh dengan laki sebab ada masalah time preparation. Rasa tersentuh tengok diorang buat pilihan untuk baju pengantin. Rasa tersentuh tengok mummy-to-be excited cerita pasal baby dalam kandungan. Rasa tersentuh tengok foto-foto tummy yang ada life didalamnya. Rasa tersentuh bila parents-to-be shopping sama-sama beli barang-barang untuk orang ketiga dalam hidup mereka. Rasa tersentuh tengok mummy-mummy cerita pasal pedih perit diorang tanggung semasa mengandung. Rasa tersentuh di hati.

Tipu sungguh kalau cakap tak pernah pikir pasal semua ni. Pikir pasal jumpa orang yang akan jadi jodoh kita seumur hidup. Pikir pasal orang masuk merisik. Pikir pasal bertunang. Pikir pasal preparation untuk the big day. Pikir pasal cari photographer untuk rakam saat-saat bahagia tu. Pikir pasal cari cincin kahwin. Pikir pasal buat hantaran. Pikir pasal THE WEDDING DAY. Pikir pasal the first night (HAHAHAHA). Pikir pasal perasaan bila period lambat dan tanda-tanda ada something. Pikir pasal perasaan guna prenancy test. Pikir pasal dapat tahu ada something sedang hidup dalam perut kita. Pikir pasal kegusaran time 9 bulan ada baby dalam perut. Pikir pasal kesakitan di ambang maut masa lahirkan anak. Pikir pasal bila baby dalam pangkuan. Pikir pasal kebahagian semua di atas.

Kalau saya ikut orang-orang dulu kahwin, saya dah kahwin tahun depan macam mak saya. 21 sudah kahwin. Tapi memang tak lah nak kahwin tahun depan kahkahkah gatai gilak. Baru masuk second year degree dah ada suami perghh tah hendak aku! Still, banyak baiknya kahwin awal. Dari segi agama semua tahu betapa besarnya rahmat dan pahala membina masjid. Kahwin awal pun dapat jauhkan maksiat. Bila kahwin awal, anak-anak semua dah besar bila kita dah retire.

Mesti ramai dah geli-geleman baca post saya kali ni. Geli lah korang macam aku kisah haha. Saya selalu dengar orang cakap 'Eeeee kecik-kecik dah pikir nak kahwin', 'Errr tak suka la cakap pasal benda-benda ni', 'Gatai gila hang, nak kahwin dah ke', 'Aku tak suka la pikir-pikir pasal kahwin-kahwin ni' dan seumpamanya. Aduh bukannya aku nak kahwin esok kepe. Setakat berangan-angan di kepala, berharap masa depan saya, walau akan menempuhi banyak kesakitan, akan penuh bahagia.

And my first step towards the ultimate happiness is blur.

p/s: Banyak gila blog aku baca, dan kononnya being not virgin anymore is the in-thinggg. Haha bagus-bagus. Bila perut kembung nanti baby campak dalam tong sampah ek. Bila dah kahwin nanti jawab dengan suami ek. Bila ngadap Tuhan nanti, pandai-pandailah cover ek.

p/s: Dunia dah jauh terpesong ni. Sempat ke tak aku lalui semua yang aku sebut tadi?

Sweet!

2010-01-26T21:19:00.003+08:00

AKHIRNYA, tamat jua sesi 'nibbling' pop tart yang diberi oleh Syera. Pertama kali makan pop tart haha adakah saya lame >_< Gilak lama saya gigit sikit-sikit macam hamster. Tapi saya tak secomel dan sebulu hamster ya.

Pop tart ish so pretty and such a saccharine dessert. I would definitely not taking more than one piece at one time. Tonight, I will be high in sugar. Gonna drink lots of plain water to calm me down or my butt won't stay still at one place. YEAH IT DANCES!

pretty pretty 1/6 nibbled pop tart

red juicy strawberry daddy bought at CH during sem break

I ♥ strawberry. Cakes look prettier with strawberry than cherry, said my personal opinion.

p/s: It seems more ants are appearing on my monitor screen. My hypothesis will be, my monitor is sweet! I must unscrew my monitor. I bet I would see one colony of ants with the Queen nonstop laying eggs like machine.

Avatar 3D

2010-01-26T02:25:00.003+08:00

Saya agak ketinggalan zaman jadi tengok Avatar pun lambat-lambat sikit. Nak feel dulu, baru tengok (feel?). Alang-alang dah lambat, apa lagi, rembat yang 3d la! Dengar buah mulut orang yang lain semua kata best gilak yang 3d kan? MEMANG. Rasa nak tidur sekarang dan mimpi tempat tu dan tak nak bangun dah. Eh eh tak boleh. Esok kelas pukul 8 pagi. Terbaik sungguh masa yang dipilih lecturer untuk membebel. Bagus pagi-pagi belajar. Ilmu senang masuk. Bila dah masuk tak nak keluar-keluar. Betul apa. Lagi-lagi time exam. Lagi degil nak keluar.

Maaf aku jakun sikit tengok cermin mata 3d dia. Siyes tak pernah pakai. Yang kertas boleh main koyak-koyak lepas tu stapler balik tu ada la. Bila pakai cermin mata ni, pergh, kacak terus mukaku. Sila lihat:

KACAK TAK KAMI?

Malas nak cerita panjang pasal Avatar 3D sebab kebanyakannya dah tengok (sebenarnya memang malas). Tapi jujur saya cakap, saya jeles tengok badan slim navi-navi tu semua. Dah la kaler biru, tak ke best tu? Siap glow in the dark lagi. Tak payah susah nak beli star-star glow in the dark untuk lekat kat bilik.

Kami pekena nasi ayam kat kedai nasi ayam yang ada tagline sama macam Chicken Rice Shop: Bukan Sekadar Nasi Ayam~ kok kok kok~ di Lowyat. Haha ya saya suka makan nasi ayam, korang ada masalah ke? Sedap, tapi saya cadangkan mereka masak ayam tu lama sikit. Tak cukup masak la -_-'

Nasi ayam sedap, milo pun sedap. Asal sedap, saya sudah bahagia.

Kain

2010-01-25T22:55:00.003+08:00

Kelmarin aku potong baki-baki kertas lukisan cat air. Ada laa dalam 3 helai lagi tapi kaw-kaw nye tebal sampai boleh berdarah la kalau aku hempuk kepala korang sorang-sorang, aku jamin. Tak caya sila datang bilik aku sekarang kita buat praktikal okay?

Aku potong kertas lukisan aku itu dengan tujuan yang murni. Aku ingin membuat satu buku nota kecil untuk aku lukis-lukis bila terasa nak lukis. Tipu tipu. Sebenarnya jeles dengan Syera sebab dia beli buku sketch ala-ala moleskine gitu. Aku ingat nak balas dendam nak beli moleskine yang original hambik kau. Tapi cimb beritau aku duit dalam bank aku cukup untuk beli sehelai baju kat tesco je. Siapa kesian, esok belanja aku makan. Aku tau korang semua hati mulia-mulia belaka.

Apa kaitan tulisan mengarut aku kat atas ini dengan yang bawah ni? Hehe. Kalau nak tau kena baca lagi sampai bawah. Aku fikir, kalau aku nasib aku tinggi, aku nak gi try 4D. Eh eh tersasul lak. Haram tu haram ish. Aku fikir kalau nasib aku tinggi, aku bolehlah menang blog giveaway kat bawah ni. Sila scroll down mata anda ke bawah.

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3. Link us up (sticky post ek until the blog giveaway contest abis)

4. Drop a line in the comment box below and announce your entry.

5. Sambung ayat ni " Kalau dapat hadiah Adikmanis, akan ku ...." . Bilangan patah perkataan tidak terhad. :)

Kalau dapat hadiah Adikmanis, akan ku guna kain itu sebagai cover buku nota aku buat tu wohh wohhhh.

Shawl

2010-01-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

Shawl. A piece of cloth that attracts me to have it, especially those I found in blogshops. Maybe it's easier for me to navigate through all the collections they provide. I'm still a noob in wearing shawl but believe me, it feels goood. Why it feels good? I have no idea, really. I feel erm, pretty? Blerghh hahaaa.

Still, my collection of shawl is really small. Nothing to brag about. Not to mention I always wear the black one since it's the easiest to put on, since I wake up late to class like every morning harhar. Anyway, straight to the point, I'm here yet again with one vision. Perghh bunyi cam hebat kan? Memang hebat pun. Presenting.....

http://shawlattic.blogspot.com/2010/01/lucky-lucky-draw_24.html

Hello peeps! Shawl Attic is newly launch blogshop where we sell custom made shawl at a very affordable price. So today we would like to held a contest for you all and yes we've prepared awesome prizes for the lucky winner! P/s : there will be only one lucky winner!

Winner can choose any 2 shawls from shawl attic for free! ^^

In order to get participate in this contest, you have to follow these simple rules :

Make a post introducing our blog as creative as you can.
It can be in wordings or pictures or just about anything.
Dont forget to put my link in your post
Please submit your entry by email me your link post.
Be our follower and our fans on facebook too! ^^
We will choose the most creative and attractive entry.
Closing date for this contest is on 31st Jan 2010
Winner will be announced on 1 Feb 2010

For goodness sake, people! 2 free shawl! Even though I will ended up wearing it only once or twice in my lifetime due to my noobness in wearing shawl and not to mention again me always waking up late to class harharhar, it will make me please of joy having beautiful shawls in my ugly hostel closet. I would tell you all not to join so it increases the possibility of me winning but that I think will automatically cut me off from the list for being urm..selfish? lalala >_<

So, people out there with blog! Do join. GUYS are not excluded. Who knows you will win, and you can give it to your mum, sister, aunty, grandma, friend, or girlfriends. /ehem ehem/ Better to be giving that receiving, kan kan kan. Cehhh tak bleh blah ayat. Sedangkan diri sendiri nak me-receive hadiahnya kan.

Topup

2010-01-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

Terjumpa lagi peraduan-peraduan semasa mengodek blog-blog. Dapat jadi agen secara percuma seronok juga. Dapat tambah duit belanja makan. Diet-diet juga. Makan-makan juga tau! Ecehhh memang jangan haraplah nak diet. Ayat hanya manis di mulut semanis lolipop strawberi.

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Peraduan Pendaftaran Agen Topup Percuma!

Syarat penyertaan:

Perlu ada blog

Cara-cara penyertaan:

Follow blog ini (mylittleladiesrack), dan yang ada facebook (jadi Fan)
Letakkan banner(Klik) blog ini di blog anda. Pilih saiz yang berkenan di hati.
War-warkan peraduan ini..dan juga mengenai kewujudan blogshop My Little Ladies Rack di blog anda dan link kan kepada (http://mylittleladiesrack.blogspot.com)..buat post simple je, tak perlu panjang berjela.. dan yang paling penting, sertakan banner dibawah ini dalam post tersebut.

Hadiahnya?

3 Orang yang bertuah, akan mendapat pendaftaran agen prepaid secara percuma (yang bernilai RM35 setiap pendaftaran)
Kalau Cik Mully ada hadiah lagi, akan ditambah kemudian.. hihi

Cara pemilihan pemenang: Melalui cabutan bertuah!

Selepas anda ikut cara penyertaan td, sila emailkan atau tinggalkan comment di bawah ini:

Subject: Peraduan pendaftran topup!

Nama:
Nombor Handphone:
Url blog:
Url post peraduan:

Penyertaan akan tutup sehingga 100 penyertaan diterima!

tQ.

Ramai-ramai masuk meh. Siapa menang belanja aku topup satu ek.

Buttons

2010-01-25T21:20:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden crave for buttons since last trimester break and fortunately, I stumbled across this huge collection of buttons in one of the blogshops I blog-walked. Some of the buttons are rare and lovely. I even jotted down a list of buttons I wanted to purchase from there but seeing the amount of money in my bank account really make me sigh.

Thus, I decided to join this giveaway from the blog owner.

Today 20th January 2010 marks the first birthday of Button Planet Enterprise!

To celebrate it..we would like to give to our beloved customers FREE VOUCHERS worth RM20 each! There are 3 vouchers to be won..and you can redeem the vouchers by selecting ANY buttons from Button Planet's blog!

To be eligible for this giveaway, you should do the following:

1. Become Button Planet's follower
2. Leave a comment at the end of this entry
3. Make an entry in your blog about Button Planet's 1st Birthday and this giveaway, If you don't have a blog, then sent an email to your friends, relatives, groups, etc (and cc the email to Button Planet's email)
4. After that leave a comment here again about it..

This giveaway is open to all Button Planet's customers and followers until the end of this month...that is 31st January 2010.
A random generator will be used to select the winners...

Pleasepleasepleaseeee /The Princess and The Frog's style/ :P

I miss the time when we foolishly in love.

2010-01-22T12:58:00.002+08:00

I will wait, because we, girls prefer to say 'I love you, too'.

p/s: That's why I hate reading love tumblr. It makes me feel so insecure.

Lakar

2010-01-20T01:49:00.005+08:00

Kononnya nak tidur dalam setengah jam saja tengah hari tadi. Terus terlajak sampai 5 minit sebelum kelas bermula. Kesannya sekarang tak mengantuk langsung, lalu tiba-tiba terlukis la sketch di bawah ini. Kertas terbang dengan sendiri ke atas meja, pensel melayang-layang lalu menyelit masuk di celah-celah jari, dan tangan mula bergerak bak ayam mencakar tanah. Pergh..ada macam Harry Potter tak?

Sketch disiapkan dalam 1 jam setengah saja jadi banyak error. Kepala penyek macam ayam penyek kami makan tengah hari tadi, tangan halus bak gadis ayu gitu kalah aku, lakaran lagi kasar dari siku hodohku.

Wrong body part

2010-01-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

I lose 1kg but my tummy doesn't seem to decrease. Maybe my brain is shrinking.

lol

2010-01-09T17:34:00.003+08:00

Why not? lol.

lololololololol.

LOLOLOLOLOL.

omg I must go out. Staying inside the house too long kills my sanity.

mold

2010-01-09T17:26:00.003+08:00

That's why people change. Blame those people around them. Your closest person WILL add a portion to mold you. Characteristic, fashion sense, hobby, you name it.

YOU CANNOT RUN AWAY. HURHURHUR

So, if you want to become like someone you want to be, go befriend with them and suck out their intelligence.

past dream

2010-01-09T14:10:00.003+08:00

I just read Sena's latest post regarding her dream. It says that she had a reverse dream, which I never had experience before. BUT I had another rare dream that I had this recently. I would call it, 'Going Back To The Past In Dream'. Lame lame lame name :D

No, I wasn't going back to my past of my reality. Instead, I was going back to my dream's past! I was in my dream as the present me, meeting the my younger self. She was about 6-7 years old. Why I said that it was my past dream is because I can still recall the scene of that dream which I had dreamt before around last year . I can vividly remember the place where it happen. It was an old building with many different routes and rooms.

Short to say, 'meeting my younger self' + 'had the same scene i dreamt before' = 'going back to the past in dream'.

:D

baju

2010-01-09T09:35:00.001+08:00

Wah lawa-lawa. Nak-nak. Konfem-konfem x dpt. Takdak duit nak shopping-shopping kat Forever21 );

Slow-po of new year

2010-01-08T22:44:00.004+08:00

I guess it's a bit too late to write a new year post but better than nothing ;P

A year have left us behind, leaving us with a bright, new year for us to strive and stay optimistic. I would say my life this year is pretty..stable? If I draw a graft, it will look like this

Haha, I'm such a boring person :P Surprisingly, I feel much on ease compared to last year which I'm suppose it's 50-50 good and bad. let it be my secret :)

It's sad knowing the resolutions we made wholeheartedly hadn't been fulfilled. When it has already reaches the end of the year, there won't be enough time for feeling regret because we will be busy creating a whole new list of resolutions for us to ignore the next, whole year. I'm not saying listing down resolution is ridiculous. In fact, I still find writing down resolution is a good thing as it will make us more alarm on our target. We might accidentally step out of the path to our target, but if we keep our target visible in our eyes all the time, I'm sure at least one of our resolutions will get crossed out :)

Even after writing all those nonsense, I'm not quite ready listing down my resolution. Feeling afraid I will betray the list is what I am now. I've already betrayed my holiday to-do-list -__- A huger list is totally going to blow me off, or maybe I'm just chickening myself from restricting to a list.

Enough blabbering. I wish you all Happy Belated Awal Muharram and New Year :) May Allah bless our life.

p/s: The Allah name issue is really saddening ): 1Malaysia my foot. Just a great thing to start our great new year of 2010.

Just another door in our life but hopefully this door will be the best among all the doors we entered :)

nevermind

2010-01-08T18:51:00.004+08:00

576. IF YOU WERE GOING TO SAY SOMETHING, DON'T SAY "NEVERMIND" AFTER I DIDN'T HEAR YOU THE FIRST TIME. YOU CLEARLY WANT TO SAY SOMETHING, JUST DO IT. -GOTWISDOM

Blur is like my nickname even since my school time. I'm not that conscious of my surrounding, hence my bad driving skill (OOT). I suppose it annoys others repeating their sentences to me, but my friends never failed to repeat what they were saying. That's why I love you. You know who you are :)

Look at the bright side. At least I help others improving their patient level handling my blurness xD

Aaa....what?

Luck

2010-01-06T00:50:00.003+08:00

Lately, I've been blogwalking through blogshops everytime I got myself in front of the pc. Found this kind of contest quite a lot so what the hell. I'll just try my luck :)

It's 2010! Heart Eco would like to thank all your supports throughout 2009!

It's my first time having a giveaway, and would like to start off with a mini 2010 New Year Paperbag Giveaway!

This paperbag giveaway consists of :

- 1 kawaii pencil

- 1 kawaii ruler

- 2 mini wooden clothes peg

- 1 handcarved cupcake stamp stamped on a paper

- 1 DYMO label - handmade

- 3 kawaii decorative paper strips

- 1 pink wavy ribbon

- 1 kawaii eco friendly recycled paper

- 6 colourful heart shaped confetti

- 4 colourful heart shaped paperclips

- 3 silver wired swirl emellishments

- 6 party glass cups confetti

It's all in one paperbag!

Interested? This is how you can participate.

1) Be a follower of Heart Eco.

2) Write a post about this giveaway and link back to this post. You are allowed to use this picture for your post.

3) Comment in this post including the link of your post.

Contest period is from 1st January 2010 - 15th January 2010.

Contest is open to Malaysian AND international bloggers and the winner will be chosen based on a lucky draw.

All the best! :)

love of nature

2009-12-23T21:55:00.003+08:00

Pejam mata penuh feeling

Sang isteri:Bang..paruh saya berat aa..
Sang suami: paruh abang pun berat gak sayang oi...

Baby: EEeee~ papa nak cium mama ekkkk~!

Teringat adegan 'squirrel!' dalam citer UP

Jantan gatal: Hey, babe. Lawa stripe.
Betina jual mahal: ...

Cameraman: Smile for the camera~
Female bird: cheese~
male bird: *Pose gagah*

Kalau ignore semua cheesy caption itu, rasa sweet gilak tengok haiwan berkasih sayang. Manusia pula pakar dalam benci-membenci. Mungkin kena duduk dalam hutan seminggu kot. Siapa nak ikut aku masuk hutan? Alang-alang boleh jenguk Puteri Gunung Ledang.

Berterabur

2009-12-23T03:04:00.002+08:00

http://www.hip2b2.com/article/what-do-your-dreams-mean/

Seumur hidup selama 19 tahun, 4 bulan dan 7 hari, aku pernah sekali saja mimpi gigi aku tercabut. Bukan satu, bukan dua, tapi almost nak jadi opah dah ha. Opah aku pun tak hilang gigi banyak itu. Tak, opah aku tak pakai gigi palsu okay.

"Losing them makes you embarrassed by your appearance and also lessens your ability to speak your mind." I suppose it's true. I do become a more reserved person lately. Totally not liking it. Being able to speak my mind freely without the fear of the possibility of hurting people's feeling is great because that shows me being able to trust them.

Can I trust you?
Because I want to.
But I'm scared.

));

Lapa la plak. Mana nak cari makan ni.

Tragedi.

2009-12-22T16:14:00.006+08:00

External HD sudah penuh jadi terpaksalah kemas2, sapu2, mop2, dan susun2 semua kejadah yang ada di dalam. Bila tengah kemas2 folder drawing, jumpa la old artwork ini. Tak la lama sangat tapi ada la dalam setahun (mana boleh lama sgt2. time itu lukis potret muka orang boleh terus jadi rupa alien kepada alien).

Rasanya ini la potret pertama yang ada juga la rupa yang original punya. Yang sebelum2 mesti muka jadi extra chubby la, extra kempis la, extra senget la, extra mancung la, tesco extra la. Dulu lukis Dr M untuk pertandingan di sekolah pun terus jadi macam muka Sasuke.

Artwork ini banyak kisah dan memori. Aku lukis artwork ini sebagai tanda cinta aku pada seorang budak laki yang minat gila main game FF10 ni tapi aku terlalu malu untuk melafazkan cinta aku, jadi aku poskan ke rumah dia guna pos laju walaupun rumah dia selang dua baris saja dari rumah aku.

Ceh tak ah. Romantik gila aku macam itu. Sebenarnya, aku lukis artwork ini dengan tujuan nak minta biasiswa kat TOA. Dengar rumours dari member dan senior kata boleh apply biasiswa kalau bawa 6 lukisan dan dua daripadanya mestilah lukisan potret. Jadi aku pun bakar minyak tengah malam buat lukisan ini. Tengok-tengok terlepas tarikh basi dia. Dengar kata benda ini setakat rumours saja, tapi ada member sorang ni cakap dia dapat half-scholarship. Entah betul, entah tidak.

Tapi jasa artwork ini tak berhenti di situ saja. Aku guna artwork ini masa nak interview di UiTM Iskandar Shah. Time tunjuk semua kerja2 lukisan rasa berdebar2 gilak. Bila interviewer tengok kerja yang satu ini, dia komen dengan baik. Kembang kempis aku time itu sampai terburai pin tudung. Lebih kurang beginilah dialog antara kami:

"Ini original character ke?"

~~"Of course la ni character ori I "(gilak aku nak cakap macam ini. Mengamuk Tetsuya Nomura nanti)~~

"Ah, tak encik. Ini character game."

"Oh, bagus2. Lawa ni" Sambil tunjuk kat interviewer sebelah dia. Aku pun tersipu-sipu malu sampai cermin mata berkabus.

"Lukisan ini kami nak ambil, boleh?"

"Eh??? Ambik??" Hilang terus steam kat cermin mata aku.

"Ha'ah. Ini nak tunjuk kat pensyarah di UiTM Shah Alam. Kami kena ambil satu sebagai contoh. Ha, alang-alang kami ambik yang ini sekali (potret kedua yang aku lukis). Boleh naikkan kemungkinan untuk dapat masuk. Blablablablabla yada yada yada ptui ptui"

Pasrah, aku pun hanya menganggukkan kepala aku. Nasib baiklah interviewernya muda lagi ensem. Dengan rela hati aku melepaskan the only and only and only two portraits aku lukis. Tunggu punya tunggu, akhirnya aku dapat juga tawaran masuk ke kursus itu. Tapi yang kurang ajaq nya, aku dapat jurusan lain!

Sejak hari itu, aku berdendam dengan UiTM sebab curi lukisan aku. I love this piece! Humph!!

yada yada

2009-12-19T06:05:00.004+08:00

I want that, but I assure you I'll look f*t in horizontal stripes ):

p/s: The word f*t is censored because I promised someone I'll stop saying that word. It will become a pray if we keep saying it. (and I think it's true! My belly is getting more visible through clothes each day ngaaaahh!!)

On the other hand, I think he's just tired of me complaining about it lol.

And why is Emma so prettyyyy?? /lesbian mode on/

s**t

2009-12-12T03:32:00.001+08:00

Beautiful shits are everywhere.

cendawan beracun

2009-12-12T02:39:00.002+08:00

Rasa nak lukeh benda gini banyak-banyak. Tak nak buat assignment. You suck Multimedia Authoring. Boo!!!

ego

2009-12-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

~~Extremely Grumpy Opponent~~ ^TM
Kill him before it kills you.

A bloody day

2009-12-09T14:16:00.007+08:00

Dah lama pikir nak gi derma darah dan akhirnya termakbul jua hasrat dihati. Pada 1 Dec, kami berarak ke Extension Hall di mana sesi penyedutan darah berlaku.

Conference penyedutan darah

Tangan aku terketaq-ketaq time nurse tu nak cucuk needle. Nurse tu sweet giler cuba tenangkan aku. Dah la comey, suara lak sweet-sweet gitu. Hampir terlesbian sekejap time tu. Nasib baik iman aku kuat.

BEHOLD, THE RED BOOK

Baru 1st donation je. Kepoh je lebih

Tengok! Darah kat kapas pun dah jadi bentuk love kay. Adakah darahku penuh kasih sayang?

Yay, tak sabar nak derma lagi pasni! Jom, kawan-kawan mari kita derma darah! Jangan kemut. Tak sakit pun, siyes.

pants on fire burnn burnn!

2009-12-09T03:33:00.003+08:00

Stop spreading lies, please. It doesn't make your stomach full, ya know. People won't stop judging others but let's try restricting ourselves from spreading our mindless thoughts.

Not a serial killer

2009-12-08T17:35:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, there was an uninvited guest came to room 2016, with no clear intention of coming here. Emma (not real name) couldn't sit still but wandered around the room, still shutting her mouth not bothering to tell what was in her mind. My roommate couldn't care less about Emma but Emma was really starting to piss me off when she started throwing tantrum by hitting everything in the room! What kind of guest who comes to a room and create a scene? -__-

I opened the door (even the window) to ask her out politely, but she refused. Instead, she roamed around my room, sit on my bed, climbed up my table (for the sake of humanity, come on!) and even hit the fluorescent lamp like thousands of time. Seriously, she's nut. Then, out of nowhere, she started chasing me! Yes, SHE CHASED ME. At first, I tried to stay as calm as I can, but it got worse where I totally freaked out and ran out of the room -__- I think one girl who was on her handphone at the corridor must be laughing to the other person after seeing me suddenly freaking out of the room like I'd seen a ghost or something.

I entered my room calmly, taking my sit, and start pretending nothing had happened. BUT, that was not the end. Emma was getting out of control, and I was there, feeling so timid and scared. Suddenly, I saw this one chance, and I would not let go of this one and only one chance. I grabbed my thick text book, (insert Matrix action), and slammed Emma as hard as I could. My heart skipped a beat. There, I stood alone (my roommate was sleeping. Not helping at all, I know!), looking at Emma struggling under the thick book. I was in a state of amok. Anger was filling me up, so I quickly picked up the book and slammed Emma again. Again, and again.

I looked down on Emma, lifeless under the thick, heavy book of 'Computers Are Your Future'. I shut off the lamp, climbed up my bed, and fell fast asleep.

I murdered a bee.

wolfy the brilliant dog

2009-12-08T03:45:00.005+08:00

He is one polite search engine ;D I name him Wolfy. Okay lame harhar

Excuse me for the vulgar word. But I proved to you he is polite, right? :D

You want to be first?

2009-12-08T03:01:00.004+08:00

Kimi: stereotype. 1st always the best
ililililili: no
ililililili: 1st doesnt apply being 1st in games only
Kimi: in academic
Kimi : in everything?
ililililili: not necessarily
ililililili: in academic, sometimes 1st in academic could be a nerd who doesnt know anytin bout life
ililililili: so 1st doesnt mean the best
Kimi: but then, the 1st in our life could be somebody important
ililililili: well
ililililili: not necessarily, again
ililililili: contohnye 1st love
ililililili: doesnt mean the best
ililililili: 1st anniversary
ililililili: doesnt mean the best
ililililili: 1st day of school
ililililili: doesnt mean the best
Kimi: but then, we want to be in the 1st place
ililililili: yes we want
Kimi: we want the no 1
Kimi: so, if you say that
ililililili: but im just saying that 1st not necessarily will be the best
ililililili: it can be the best
Kimi: i wont put my mom in my 1st in my list?
ililililili: but not in every aspect
ililililili: im not saying every '1st'
ililililili: it didnt apply to everything

Mak is the best ;) ♥ ♥

Inspired

2009-12-07T19:30:00.003+08:00

I did my daily routine of going through websites, and I stumbled upon this great post of a short movie's making of and trailer. "Meet Meline", the title of this independent 3D short movie was created by these talented young couple, Virginie GOYONS and Sebastien LABAN.

Quoted from Virginie GOYONS and Sebastien LABAN, "What we’re trying to get with 'Meet Meline', or should I say with Meline herself, is to focus on the emotions a girl of her age is having. A kid playing, a kid moving, a kid looking, a kid thinking is something that can’t leave you indifferent. It’s so full of life, of joy, it’s like a magic box that lives on its own. Even when they are not happy, or that something is bothering them, a kid is so fascinating to look at! They are quick, eager, lively; They are very expressive, you can literally watch them live or think. That’s what we’re trying to create here."

What is more inspiring is that they did this on their spare time; during nights and weekends. Even though it takes them about two years to create a 6 minutes animation, it's totally worth it! The movie is yet to be released, but I seriously can't wait. Watch the trailer yourself. You'll get what I mean!

The lighting, music, animation, everything! Each little things in the movie is created with the best possible details. The character's behaviour is super cute, hair is flowing really smooth, the lighting use really creates the atmosphere and the camera technique is impressive. Personally, the character, Meline is very similar to Final Fantasy 7's character, Aerith. It's like the younger version of Aerith, you may say. Check out the making of 'Meet Meline', to see how Meline was born ;)

At one moment, I was regretting my decision of not entering FA majoring after watching the trailer. It was so inspiring because they made this short animation just for the sake of having fun and practising their skill. Yet, it turns out so beautifully done that I'm sure it will touch many inspiring artists and designers out there. Still, I'm suck in 3D modeling, so there's no way I can enter FA harhahar. /in my dream pffft/

But one day, I promise to myself, I'll make one short movie, either it's animation, short ad, or even motion graphic. It can be when I'm 40 years old or took 10 years to make like I care, but I will fulfill this one promise of creating a short movie for my own satisfaction. Nothing to do with work, just my own satisfaction. /and yeahh it will took me forever to do it because basically I know NOTHING about creating a movie harharhar. /another far, far away dream T_T/ Hurm, if I'm trying to be more realistic, maybe doing something that doesn't require action and animation will likely to be reachable. Maybe, like opening my own gallery or creating personal designs on streets (sounds like vandalism to me). But, it's not wrong to dream, aite? ;)

Woh~ I haven't been feeling motivated at all for this pass few weeks (basically this whole trimester). Just needing a few motivations here and there to push me through all the days. But I dream a lot (sleep a lot?) of very random things which I'll forget about one minute after I wake up. Maybe I should jot down all my dreams everytime I wake up (which will never be fulfilled because I usually sleep back or rush to class -_- ) so I'll get inspired by my own dream :D

kenyittt

2009-11-29T09:47:00.003+08:00

Sapa sayang saya sila kenyit balik.

nak..

2009-11-29T03:59:00.000+08:00

Nak nak nak. x kire. ):

BATIK

2009-11-28T11:28:00.007+08:00

Date: 12 November 2009
Venue: Lyanne Batik, Puchong
Activity: Class trip for assignment purpose

Semangat batik indo :D

Surius modo

Jelmaan Puteri Batik

Final ;D

It was a really great experience :D I got to see how batik is made, met a very helpful pakcik batik gatal who ask for my number , and had fun with classmates. Doing batik is fun but hell yeah it's hard. I kept shaking my hand that causes all the lines crooked and ugly -.-. Still, the coloring process is easy and I got help from two trainers there :D

Unfortunately, I missed the launching of the 'Outside the Classroom' at e-gallery due to my bad time management of settling MARA loans. Now I can't even see my own artworks in there! )): The rest of the picture is stolen from tok Hazim's fb. shhh

Our handsome dean

Satu hari

2009-11-02T05:37:00.006+08:00

Bila bosan kita kena buat sesuatu. Nanti perut bolat dengan lemak mimpi. Aku dah ada banyak dah sekarang sebagai koleksi di sekitar dinding perut. Semua sebab aku mimpi best-best time cuti dulu. Jelas-jelas memang bukan salah akulah shape dah hilang kankankan. Jadi tanpa disengajakan (kot), aku bergerak ke Cyberpark lepas pusing-pusing Putrajaya tanpa haluan hingga tersesat dalam salah satu park di Putrajaya. Kitorang hampir-hampir putus asa dan dah fikir nak hidup sebagai orang utan di sana tapi Alhamdulillah, aku belum tumbuh bulu satu badan untuk sampai ke tahap tu.

Tapi aku rasa muka aku dah hampir jadi dah. Ni yang risau ni.

Mamat ni pun dah kena. Rasanya lagi teruk daripada aku.

lari..

berkungfu sekejap..

menyamar jadi singa rebonding..

Selamat sampai lalu lepaskan angin(?)

Iklan jap

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hembus asap shisha

Aku pakai dua kasut laen2 jenis...style ok..hangpa apa taw!

Berkerut fikir masalah dunia..hai manusia..ble nk fikir pasal kiamat lak?

ntah la...tapi aku rasa sedih tengok gambar ni...macam cinta tak kesampaian.. ):

dua mata berpancaran lalu keluar laser piunggg piungggg

kat greek

Wabilah hi taufik wal hidayah was salam mualaikum warah matullah hir wabarakatuh.

p/s: Aku rasa aku dah kurus sikit! Jom kerapkan pengurusan badan wooot wooot!

Quotes

2009-11-02T05:02:00.003+08:00

Follow your heart because nothing can beat its strength. Not you, you, you, you, you or even me.

bila bosan.

2009-10-22T17:46:00.003+08:00

I want, especially the first and the last ones. pleasepleaseplease.

Keep it deep

2009-10-06T02:18:00.005+08:00

Those pixelated words are among the best words you have said to me.

A reminder to self

2009-09-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

As you can see (obviously), I just change my blog's layout. Seriously, I couldn't stand another second staring at my gloomy-looking blog (IT'S GREY! How gloomier can you be??). Note to self: Don't ever choose neutral color as background. It somehow makes me feel dispirit.

So, I change to a happier color scheme which I think reflects who am I (ye kot).

From this to that :D ---->

Anyway, this post is actually written as a reminder to myself. I just read the latest post by kak ain which was about the hidden secrets behind the five prayers; Subuh, Zohor, Asar, Maghrib and Isya'.

It was a long post so I just took the main points out of it:

Subuh: Mereka yang kerap tertinggal waktu Subuhnya ataupun terlewat secara berulang-ulang kali, lama kelamaan akan menghadapi masalah komunikasi dan rezeki.

Zohor: Mereka yang selalu ketinggalan atau terlewat Zuhurnya berulang-ulang kali dalam hidupnya akan menghadapi masalah di perut dan hilang sifat cerianya.

Asar: Orang yang kerap tertinggal Asar akan hilang daya kreativitinya dan lebih malang lagi kalau di waktu Asar ni jasad dan roh seseorang ini terpisah (tidur la tu …).

Maghrib: Mereka yang sedang dalam perjalanan juga seelok-eloknya berhenti dahulu pada waktu ini (solat Maghrib dulu la …) kerana banyak interferens (pembelauan) berlaku pada waktu ini yang boleh mengelirukan mata kita.

Isya': Mereka yang kerap ketinggalan Isyaknya akan selalu berada dalam kegelisahan.

You should read the whole post. It was full of colors! :D A very interesting reading.

P/s: haa tu la ili...tinggal solat lagi =.=

when boredom strike

2009-08-28T19:01:00.001+08:00

It was 2.30 am and the website is yet to be done. Tummy language doesn't seem very friendly and eyeballs are waiting impatiently to be covered with blanket. Luckily, there's IM Doodle to save the day!

P/S: I despise my self this lately. Why? Cause I'm getting lazier to the extend I can sleep for 7 days straight. Yey me.

tabung

2009-08-25T20:46:00.007+08:00

Seperti tajuk di atas, inilah bank beruang yang diberi oleh Niklol sempena hari jadi aku yang ke-18. Benda ini sebenarnya hidup sebab tiap malam sebelum aku tidur dia buat bunyi cam ni, 'buorghh buorghh buortghhhh!!!' Aku tak paham apa dia cakap tapi aku assume dia nak makan la kot. So tiap hari aku kasi dia makan biskut besi. Tu favourite dia la tu. Lepas kasi makan terus berbunyi 'clankkk'. Eh, tu bunyi biskut masuk perut dia. Anyway, aku sebenarnya sangat bersemangat nak menulis ni tapi disebabkan pengaruh persekitaran yang membuatkan mood aku rosak, ayat aku sume dah tunggang-langgang. Aku dah ingat nak buat esei 800 perkataan tadi tapi sebab dah takde mood, nasib korang baik la. Xyah baca ayat aku yang mepek-mepek ni kan. Dah la. Malas nak cakap panjang-panjang. Short and simple kan best. Tak pening kepala korang. Aku warning awal-awal. Perkataan aku guna tak berapa best dibaca. Do not proceed if you want to keep a healthy mind.

Hai, nama saya Poopoo. (Baru seminit lepas kasi nama. Terbaik)

Tahi dah sampai ke kepala lalu menyebabkan pencemaran otak

Sesi pembukaan lobang buntut Poopoo

OMG tahi metal berterabur

Speed 30km/h

Gambar ter-cmyk

The whole scene of penyahkumbahan

Tentera isi perut

Pengasingan mengikut saiz, bentuk, warna dan rasa

Perut kosong, hati riang!

Korang nak tau ke apa objektif aktiviti kali ni? Takpe, aku tulis juga sebab aku tau korang nak tau. Muka tak tau malu aku ni ahaha. Sebenarnya aku nak masukkan duit dalam bank tapi masih dalam proses perbincangan antara hati dan otak sebab serius bapak la berat kot. Dah la bulan puasa kan. Letih ni. Kang tengah-tengah jalan aku pengsan bawak duit berat ni, sapa nak tanggung? Nanti orang rompak aku tengah-tengah jalan camne? Korang mne kisah kan?? Eh, ter emo lak aku. Ahahahaha

Cuba teka berapa banyak keping biskut dalam Poopoo? ;) Banyak tauuuu sila jeles sekarang!

P/S: Kepada orang yang berkenaan, jangan risau. Aku takkan lupa janji aku tu kay? ;)
P/S/2: Sapa nak jadi bodyguard and tukang angkat? /puppyeyes

ATTACK

2009-08-18T14:07:00.008+08:00

Tempat kejadian: Left shower room HB4 1st floor
Tarikh: 16 Ogos 2009
Masa: 11.30-11.45pm
Mangsa:
1. Keluar dari 2016 bertuala biru turquoise sambil membawa set mandi.

2. Ternampak kelibat teman sebilik memandangku sekilas pandang dengan ~~penuh nafsu~~ niat jahat terpapar di muka. Aku sangat naif. Aku gagal memahaminya.

3. Aku berjalan seperti kucing ke bilik air. Semburan air sejuk untuk menghilangkan lelah otot dan minda sudah terbayang-bayang di kepala.

4. Seperti biasa, aku menikmati masa mandi sambil memandang-mandang kelilingku. Sudah menjadi tabiat kerana otak dengan automatiknya menjadi lebih aktif untuk memikirkan hal-hal yang menyeramkan.

5. Tiba-tiba, bilik air menjadi riuh-rendah bak pasar malam di Pekan Lama Ipoh. Kelibat bayang-bayang kaki mundar-mandir di depan pintu bilik air bagaikan tidak sabar menunggu giliran mandi sedangkan bilik air sebelah masih kosong.

6. Aku sudah mula merasakan sesuatu yang tidak enak. Mungkin tangki air MMU ada tikus mati didalamnya.

7. Dengan kuasa Tuhan, tanpa disangkan-sangka, serbuk putih tiba-tiba tumpah ke atas lantai betul-betul di depan pintu bilik air. Tuhan telah memberiku petunjuk. Alhamdulillah.

8. Namun, ia membawa kesan yang sebaliknya. Aku kaku di dalam. Rasa ingin panjat keluar tingkap tapi tak muat sebab badan semakin lebar. Sedih okay.

9. Aku menutup pili air perlahan-lahan. Berdebar-debar aku di dalam. Di telan mati mak, di luah mati bapak. Patut keluar atau tidur terus dalam bilik air?

10. Pasrah, aku membuka pintu perlahan-lahan, lalu menjenguk kepalaku keluar. Tiada tanda-tanda ada sesiapa di situ.

11. Sekali lagi, Tuhan memberiku petunjuk! Tiba-tiba tersembul sedikit kepala seseorang di sebalik dinding. Duniaku bagaikan sudah gelap. Aku sudah tahu apa yang terbentang di jalan takdirku.

12. Aku menangisi takdirku. Aku memohon kepada mereka agar memberiku peluang. Walaupun kemungkinan untuk terlepas hanya 0.01%.

13. SERAAAANGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! Mataku terbeliak memerhati adegan slow-motion mereka menerpa ke arahku. Aku pantas mengundur lalu cuba mengunci diriku semula di dalam bilik air.

14. Aku lemah. tenaga seorang gadis tidak dapat melawan harimau-harimau ganas di luar sana. Aku terasa begitu kecil.

15. Aku kalah. Musuh berjaya menembusi kubuku. Serbuk-serbuk putih memenuhi ruang udara. Aku sesak nafas. Badanku yang diseluputi benda aneh ini menjadi melekit-lekit pabila bercampur dengan air.

16. Musuh cuba membuka paip air untuk mengaktifkan serbuk putih itu. Aku lantas berlari keluar dari kubuku. Begitu naif aku. Tidak terlintas di kepalaku apa yang menantiku di luar.

17. BUSHHHH!!!! Serangan kedua dilancarkan ke arahku. Aku menjerit. Ketakutan menyelubungiku seperti mana aku diselaputi senjata putih mereka.

18. HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY! Semua bersorak gembira selepas aku dihentam habis-habisan. Aku hairan sungguh.

19. Semua beredar pulang, dan aku perlahan-lahan masuk kembali ke dalam bilik air, menikmati mandian keduaku.

TAMAT

AKU, KAU BERBEZA...AKU, KAU ISTIMEWA...

2009-08-10T18:28:00.007+08:00

AKU, KAU BERBEZA...AKU, KAU ISTIMEWA...

LELAKI
Lelaki bujang kena tanggung dosa sendiri apabila sudah baligh manakala dosa gadis bujang ditanggung oleh bapanya. Lelaki berkahwin kena tanggung dosa sendiri, dosa isteri, dosa anak perempuan yang belum berkahwin dan dosa anak lelaki yang belum baligh.

BERATKAN?
Hukum menjelaskan anak lelaki kena bertanggung jawab ke atas ibunya dan sekiranya dia tidak menjalankan tanggung jawabnya maka dosa baginya terutama anak lelaki yang tua, manakala perempuan tidak, perempuan hanya perlu taat kepada suaminya. Isteri berbuat baik pahala dapat kepadanya kalau buat takbaik dosanya ditanggung oleh suaminya. BERATKAN?? Suami kena bagi nafkah pada isteri, ini wajib tapi isteri tidak. Walaupun begitu isteri boleh membantu. Haram bagi suami bertanya pendapatan isteri lebih-lebih lagi menggunakan pendapatan isteri tanpa izin ini. Banyak lagi lelaki lebih-lebih lagi yang bergelar suami perlu tanggung Kalau nak dibayangkan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggungnya seperti gunung dengan semut. Itu sebabnya mengikut kajian nyawa orang perempuan lebih panjang daripada lelaki. Lelaki mati cepat kerana tak larat dengan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggung (ikut kajian laa..) Tetapi orang lelaki ada keistimewaannya yang dianugerah oleh Allah SWT. Ini orang lelaki kena tahu, kalau tak tahu kena jadi perempuan. Begitulah kira-kiranya.

WANITA :
Auratnya lebih susah dijaga berbanding lelaki. Perlu meminta izin dari suaminya apabila mahu keluar rumah tetapi tidak sebaliknya. Saksinya kurang berbanding lelaki. Menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki. Perlu menghadapi kesusahan mengandung dan melahirkan anak. Wajib taat kepada suaminya tetapi suami tak perlu taat pada isterinya. Talak terletak di tangan suami dan bukan isteri. Wanita kurang dalam beribadat kerana masalah haid dan nifas yang tak ada pada lelaki.

Pernahkah kita lihat sebaliknya??
Benda yang mahal harganya akan dijaga dan dibelai serta disimpan di tempat yang tersorok dan selamat. Sudah pasti intan permata tidak akan dibiar bersepah-sepah bukan? Itulah bandingannya dengan seorang wanita. Wanita perlu taat kepada suami tetapi lelaki wajib taat kepada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama dari bapanya. Bukankah ibu adalah seorang wanita? Wanita menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki tetapi harta itu menjadi milik peribadinya dan tidak perlu diserahkan kepada suaminya, manakala lelaki menerima pusaka perlu menggunakan hartanya untuk menyara isteri dan anak-anak.
Wanita perlu bersusah payah mengandung dan melahirkan anak, tetapi setiap saat dia didoakan oleh segala haiwan, malaikat dan seluruh makhluk ALLAH di mukabumi ini, dan matinya jika kerana melahirkan adalah syahid kecil. Manakala dosanya diampun ALLAH (dosa kecil). Di akhirat kelak, seorang lelaki akan dipertanggungjawabk an terhadap 4 wanita ini: isterinya, ibunya, anak perempuannya dan saudara perempuannya. Manakala seorang wanita pula, tanggungjawab terhadapnya ditanggung oleh 4 org lelaki ini: suaminya, ayahnya, anak lelakinya dan saudara lelakinya. Seorang wanita boleh memasuki pintu Syurga melalui mana-mana pintu Syurga yg disukainya cukup dengan 4 syarat sahaja: sembahyang 5 waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, taat suaminya dan menjaga kehormatannya. Seorang lelaki perlu pergi berjihad fisabilillah tetapi wanita jika taat akan suaminya serta menunaikan tanggungjawabnya kepada ALLAH akan turut menerima pahala seperti pahala orang pergi berperang fisabilillah tanpa perlu mengangkat senjata.

MasyaALLAH.. .sayangnya ALLAH pada wanita ....
Seorang wanita adalah pelengkap dan sememangnya istimewa di sisi seorang lelaki, tetapi ingatlah wahai lelaki...kamu sebenarnya adalah istimewa disisi Allah, maka dengan sebab itu DIA mengangkat kamu menjadi pemimpin...maka dengan keistimewaan itu, JAGALAH dan HARGAILAH wanita sebaik-baiknya. ..supaya kelak masing2 lelaki dan wanita dapat pulang mengadap Allah dalam keadaan istimewa disisiNYA.. "Berpeganglah kamu sekelian dengan tali Allah dan janganlah kamu berpecah-belah, dan ingatlah nikmat Allah atas kamu, seketika kamu bermusuh-musuhan telah dipersatukanNya hati kamu semuanya, sehingga dengan segera kamu telah menjadi bersaudara dengan sebab nikmatNya.(Ali- Imran:103) Pada hari itu (hari qiamat) manusia diberitahu akan segala yang telah dikerjakannya dan yang telah ditinggalkan. Bahkan manusiaitu, anggotanya menjadi saksi terhadap dirinya sendiri, walaupun dia berperi-peri memberikan alasan untuk membela diri "

Copy pasted from an e-mail I got from Fadhil <": It's a nice reading.

H1N1

2009-06-25T18:58:00.003+08:00

Transformer is in the air, pepol! Bersepah kat ym status ngan fb ciehh jahat eh korang. Takpe2, aku ada mask lawa buat korang sume jeles.

PEACE!

Merenung masa depan

You're dead.

Hormat ke depaaannnnn, HORMAT

Somehow, muka nampak sedih );

Teehee~

Yo wassuuppp dudee meh aku cocok lobang idung sekor2

Nampak anggun la saya. Macam ada bulu mata lentik sikit kat situ

YEYH MARILAH BERSAMA-SAMA KITA MEMAKAI TOPENG ELAK H1N1 OH YEAHH SILA KLIK GAMBAR RAJAH DI ATAS YA ANAK-ANAK

WOOT

2009-06-11T17:31:00.003+08:00

BYE BYE FOUNDATION OF CREATIVE MULTIMEDIA

HELLO BACHELOR OF MULTIMEDIA (HONOURS) (MEDIA INNOVATION)

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!

Bisikan harapan

2009-04-08T17:42:00.006+08:00

I just read a few inspirational quotes from Toxel. You might wanna waste a minute and go through them to get inspired and all instead of doodling around aimlessly. I pick a few that I find touches me the most.

“I don’t know the key to success, but the key to failure is to try to please everyone.”

- Bill Cosby

You can't please everyone during the assessment, do you? You might want to impress the one who gives the mark instead of Che Mat ;)

“Every artist was first an amateur.”

- Ralph Waldo Emerson

If you stay longer to look down on yourself, you may even never be an amateur.

“Imagination is more important than knowledge.”

- Albert Einstein

Go FCM!! xD

“If you really want to do something, you’ll find a way; if you don’t, you’ll find an excuse.”

- Frank Banks

Excuses is my second name lol.

Hope everyone feel inspired and start doing you assignments. Including me, of course.